Thinking......

I gotta feeling that everything is gunna be alright

Ok I havent done a blog in a while, so this will be a catch up blog.
Thursday- Umm what can I say about this day other than this is the day after me and Sara split up and the day of the awesome party at Toby's. First off all that day I dropped whatever was Sara's and picked up my stuff. Then went home and just rested and played on the xbox 360. Then went to Toby's and arrived there early, but earlys good as Lauren did my hair and it looked awesomeeee. Then the party got started, when other people started ariving and I meet to cool girls both called Hannah :S anyway me and Lauren had Ben and Jerrys and then Toby's mum got us Vodka (Y) so we made Jerryshots, which is Ben and Jerrys in a shot glass with vodka. Its very taste. I had like 2 and half of Jamie's big jugs of beer and much more but I cant remember. But I made out with one of the Hannah's (the one from cheltenham) Still kind of feeling guilty as she is only 14 and then after that other stuff happened which I can't be bothered to write.

Friday- Hangover... thats all I can really say =D

Saturday- I quit my job then I went into town with Bry, Jack and Lauren. which was fun but Lauren had to leave beacause she had to catch a train back to Manchester. But it was fun but it would have been more fun if she stayed a bit longer. So I bascially introduced Bry to everyone I knew then meet some other ppl including Becky and Emily( they are awesome). Then I set up a Campout woop!woop! Not many ppl came but it was Me, Emily,Becky, Bry, Jack, Harry and Bee who eventually wnet and it wasn't all bad. We couldn't get a fire started lol but My mum bought the booze and me and Bee made a really nice mix (Y) pretty cool night Me, Emily(she gets cold really quickly) and Harry slept in the tent Becky brought and Bry and Becky slept in Jacks tent as jack and Bee went back to Bee's. Thats it.

Sunday- Packed up everything, Mucked around and Cleaned up the campsite. Weent into my village then into Spar for food. Ate, Chased Harry, put him in the pain box and said bye to everyone being picked up. Waited with Bry for a while then went to Meville to be picked up and went to the 5 a side tournement and we came 3rd in our group but didnt qualify for the semis. :( Went home and slept
(Y).

Thats all for that interesting week
Simon

The used start over again and again.

Me and Sara have split up. =( But Im going to wrestle through everything that reminds me of her and become stronger. I suppose, its all I can do. Oh and I need to see If I can just say sorry to Bryony as I pushed her away from me when Sara asked for it. (mistake) So if she reads this, Im sooooooo sorry, bryony and I know that won't be enough for everything I did. But I'am gunna try and make things better . Sorry =(

Thats all I can say
The used

I'm just so angry and annoyed, I just want to scream,scream and scream!

=(

Just tell me....

Just tell me, if there is something wrong

Just tell me, if you are bored of me

Just tell me, if there is anything I can do

Just tell me, you don't want me if it's the truth

Just tell me, if you want me to leave

Just tell me, how you are feeling

Just tell me, if you want to do something

Just tell me, if you don't want to do something

Just tell me, if you need anything

Just tell me, even if it's going to hurt me

Just don't tell me, that "Your just not him" .... again

=(
Simon

You can take it away at any given moment =(

Ok first of all Im not sad im =) so dont worry. It just matched the title. Anyway What have I been up to??? Hmmmmm Well last sunday to today I have pretty much been round Sara's and stayed round there except on Monday when Hayley stayed round. Ummm just basicially spending as much of my time with Sara as possible. XD Yer there was a party yesterday and it was alright actually excepting it to make me feel really shit but Im fine now (Y) as I was feeling ill before but I still went and drank a lot(so much taht I cant actually rememebr what I had) But I do feel bad as I did collapse and Sara had to look after me with Toby as I really couldnt stand up and I just wnated to sleep. Oh well you have to learn from your mistakes and that mistake was having the smallest amount of food before the party (I forgot to eat XP)
Yer Thats it except for Ha his face tehe

Love you sooooooooo much Baby
Simon
P.s Im soooooo sorry (Im a bad bf) :(

What the hell is happening to me!!!

Ok I have to say that I should be happy and I was for the majority of the day because me and Sara have been going out for one month. XD But for some reason my body has decide that this would be a great time to play with my emotions and thoughts. Basically in one hour I went through being happy, hyper, drawing mood, sleepy and now quite annoyed at everything. Yer, its not great being me at the momment. Anyway I got Sara some Chocolates and I drew a picture for her aswell. Yer and the rest of the day has been pretty shite (Y) Yay! I dont really want to talk about it and I just want to copy and paste a few things on to this blog. (Y)

I knooow, she is superdouches!!!

She is deffiently my world and she means absoulutely everything to me.

XxX XxX
I love you baby, sooooooooo much

<3 <<< My heart is yours and always will be.

Thats all
Simon
P.S- Dont let me forget, will you???

BoDy ShUt DoWn !1!1!

Yer as u proable can't guess, my body feels like it is going into total shut down! I feel shit and I just want to be with my mates. But no of course there is no one to hang out with on a Sunday night. Anyway I went into town on Saturday, wasnt half bad meet up with Charlotte and everyone else. Umm just making jokes about stuff and lying around and stuff . Oh and eating!!! Then we all went went back to the village and went to the campout, which was pretty cool except for the few liitle unfortunate inciddents. Oh I had my hair cut by Cameron XD . Kirstie got pissed so did Charlotte and a few other ppl. I got about 20 minutes sleep in a tree!! Thats about it for the campout except exlopding stuff in the morning on the fire. Anyway Im off

Cya
Simon

I should be asleep, but I wont to write a blog XD

Well yer I'm going into town tomorrow on the 11 bus. So I shouldn't Really be writing a blog, but I WANT TO! But yeah Tomorrow is going to be so cool, actually I should be actually be saying today as its 2 in the morning on Saturday. So today Im going into town and seeing a load of mates XD and then coming back and going to a campout. But loads of my mates are going to be there XD except Sara isnt :( But Yeah Im still gunna try and have fun!

THATS IT

SIMON (I DONT KNOW WHATS UP WITH THE CAPITALS)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Give a guess, Its easy =P

I had a really good title for this blog but I forgot. *Scratches head*

So what has happened over the days that I havent written a blog. Hmmmmmm << Thinking noise* I had two 6th form induction days, worked, seen people including cheese puff =P and slept. Don't know if you are interested in hearing what I did. Well now after 6th form ionduction day, I really really really want to do Psychology. It looks sooooo good XD, but if I don't do it I will proable take Buisness Studies. I will just have to wait for my results. Im really tried so Im gunna write a blog when Im more awake.

Night Night xx
Simon