Well she lives in the fairy tale

Its a few hours till the start of a new year. I don't know whether I should be celebrating this fact or depressed by that this year might be as dark, depressing as the last two years.So Im gunna write out what has happened over this year. Starting with January ( I will be using my blog to assit on remembering a few thngs) I want to make this blog nice and long. So here goes nothing:

January- I wrote 12 blogs in this month =O. That seems quite hard to do now a days =( . Ok, let's check the tiny list that I made to do in this year.

Finish my GCSE( Thats the obvious one)- Half done, as I failed my English

See K and my friends more.- I did do this,but after the summer it just droped.

Play more football to get my fitness up.- Yer I did do this quite a bit, but last few months its been hard to get to play for the ever expanding team.

Go to a concert, hopefully.(Which band I dont know)- Does Tim Minchin count??? If so I did it =)

Learn bass guitar- Per usual ever year I dont learn to play the bass guitar.

Go on holiday,outside of the UK (Most unlikely one)- Well I was right on saying it was the most unlikely one.

Read and write more.- This is one I deffiently did not do.

The month was a mixture of not getting played alot and offering a random guy while walking home fromm school a cookie as he looked rather down. But he didnt want it.It seems this month was mostly me celebrating a good month of me playing in a good form for football =/.

February- I can remember this month been good for me as I got my lovely lime green Nike Mercruial Vapours, Having a good party and my first full match. Which was cool, but we are playing the guys we played that month on teh second weekend of January. I want to play!!! There was snow =) and then there was my random blog about cheese as Sara had control of me for one day. On The 14th Febuary I wrote a blog about how I got the number 10 shirt for my football team and how I would follow in the steps of great names like Messi, Rooney and Sneijder. Well that was a fail. On teh 18th Febuary I wrote a blog and made sure that I was teh first person to say Happy Birthday to myself. Ok after my birthday I seem slightly annoyed at the fact that me and Bry can't go out because she said I still had feelings for Kirstie =/. After that I made the plan to go up to Newcastle, which never happened as I went to sixth form. I wish I had gone. Fottball goes bad near the end of the month, but I still keep on form. Then thers a bit about me worrying about what I should do about Bry. Turns out I shouldn't have waited.

March- This month had Red Nose Day in it. Which meant a bad perfomance from the school teccs on the music. I realised that I had 3 pairs of football boots. This month seems consumed by LOST. Hmmmm I need to find out when it begins again. The month was full of me and Tom being maniacs. =S Crazy Times!

April- Me and Bry talking about interesting random crap. Me writing about my family and what twats they are. I put some drawings up on the blog, I need to pput some more up. Tom's Bday I hope I did get him something. Ummm this was a short and unproductive month.

May- 15th was teh last day of compulsory education. Should have took my chance and have got out of school. Went on holiday to Cornwall and started going out with Sara =/. Barcelona should there european strength and beat Man U (Y). Not sure if this month was good or not. Proable Not.

June- Things start to go to shit again. I recieve Squad Player award for my team. This was also when we were off school, so with nothing better to do. We went into school to see are younger friends. We are idiots surely we had something better to do. Then there was teh Prom which was alright at the time, But now I just want to forget it. From this month on I wish I had a delete button to delete all of the memories. Because I wasted my time. But I can't so I have to live with it.

July- Had the sixth form induction days, got a job, quit my job and drank loads. I met Kameron in this month and had my haircut by him. Haven't really seen him since. Big mistakes were made in this month and if I had a chance again I would change them. Met a few new people and introduced them into my life.

August- This is when first I met Livi and from then on she has become a important part of my life. This is one of the things I would not delete form my memory if I could. Also I got my snakebites =D. But the rest of the month was full of depression and misery.

September- Arguements, misery and the thought of moving school enters my head. Thats it for this boring month excpet for seeing friends loads.

October- I only wrote one blog. Means something was proable wrong. Just looks like I was busy and this is the month I saw Tim Minchin. Another thing I wouldn't remove form my memories.

November- Cant remember much of this month, Just remember football and thats it. Nothing else seemed to matter then.

December- The penalty that I will never forget and will motivate me to do better. Christmas day was alright I suppose didnt really want anything for christmas. Then today , Im writing this blog with exactly 35 minutes till New Year Day.

New Year Resolution:
1. To stop drinking alcohol.

2.To sort my head out.

3.Plan what to do before doing it.


Well that shall be it for tonight and I bid you a good night and a Happy New Year.

Simon

=P

Thinking of how you are, not who you were.

I will write a catch up blog in this one, but I want to say a few things first. Well Rage Against the Machine- Kill in the name of is the UK number one, I have now started writing my blog titles in my phone when I think of them and that I have suddenly realised that my favourite day is New Year Day as:-
1. Its a new start for me. As long as no one gets in the way. As last new years was havoc and this year turned to havoc for me in a way.
2. I think its a great day to start new things or renew old things.
3.Its my Nana's Bday and 1 month and 17 days till mine xD

Catch up

Saturday- I will start here as I can't remeber much of Friday or Thursday. So this was the day of the Football team christmas party. Anyway It started out bad as Jack was being a dick. First all I do is queue up for the food ahead of him and the other boys and he keeps having a go at me from there on. Saying shit like 'Oh let's be generous, instead of Simon'. Dammm, I had the chance to punch him aswell as I kept patrinicing him and he got feed up and said ' Fine let's take this outside.' But all I did was chukle at that, which seemed to annoy him more. Anyway after he had stopped being an arse we got the secret santas and I got a BB Gun from a person I dont know. But they obviously dont know my age as it had a 18 age label on it. Then a few drinks, of course Dave has to try and buy a round of single JW'S and one double JW for Ross. But Fails and buys Doubles for everyone in on the round. Im never gunna have that again,I will have a single but not a double. Yuck! Anyway all the older lads reckon I was drunk because Aaron and Matt were pissed out of their heads, But I was more sober than them. Then near the end we danced to football songs(In a jumpy football circle). I reckon I have become more confident since being with them which is good. (Y)

Sunday- Was the day I went Xmas shooping with My step mum and Dad. Which was hell becuase my step mum always drives me mad. As she trys to get Dad to get me the cheapest Xmas present. But per usual I bet her this time it was £75 I got spent on me not as nearly as big as last time. But I have Batman: Arkham Asylum and Assasain's Creed 2 for my Xmas present (Y) Good Times! Anyway After that I left Dad and my step mum. Phew! To go see Livi and go shopping, which was alright as I got Mum and my sister presents. Then we saw the rest of the guys, got myslef a game too for £8. Woop! Then we saw Avater, which is overated but was good.My step mum didnt understand it even though it explained everything in the movie. That it for the day.

Monday- Went back into Town to see Sophie, Eden and Tom. But before then I had to be by myself walking around by myslef bumping into friends and going into shops to keep warm. Then they finally arrived and We went and watched St. Trinians 2, which is a film I recommend everyone stays away from as its. So bad that David Tenent could not save it from its fall. Then after the film finished, we went to the pick and mix store which was cool. But then we went to New Look and Sophie got her mum to come to New Look and get some shoes. Then they had to go and I had to go to my bus. Got back home and relaxed.

Tuesday- The day was unproductive and should not been written about. It was that unproductive and all I did was go to the gym.

Thats it
ByeBye
Simon

My penalty pain =(

Yer so I (missed) a penalty, technical it hit of the side bar and went out. This lead to the football team I play for to be knocked out of the tournement. Half my fault i.e Wayne could have won it for us but on the 5th penalty blasted it at the goalkeeper. Anyway that night I stayed up and watched every single penalty video I could and watched them twice to make sure I remembered everything. Mmmmm what else 10 days till christmas whoop! Well kind of I have to put up with my cousins brat 1 and brat 2. CBA!



=P
Simon

New Boots!?!?!

Yer I dont know whether to get new footie boots or not. I love my Lime Green Nike Vapours, But they are getting old now and I will still keep them but Im interested in either the Nike Superflys or the Adidas F50i Tunits. Both of which are expensive =S . That could be a problem and I also want them customized to my standards (Y). Anyway I have been in the gym and working out most of the time. Today I did about 1 hour straight on the weights and about 45 mins on aerobic exercises and legs. It was pretty wicked, felt really good for doing it =D. I need to do some Art work Lol damm me and my need to exercise now. I never thought I be like this when I was in the lower years. Things change. Mmmm well I have talked to a few people about my problem with my footie team, Only been played 3 times and not for that long. Some say move team, but where would I go. Others say be persistant and the rest say demand to be played more, I dont think that would be a good idea it might have the opposite effect. Also I need to speak to my parents about going to Football CV Academy, I don't think it is gunna go down well as it cost £16,000 per year! Also I dont really want to take a loan or a grant out incase I don't become a football player and instead become a coach or something and sepnd most of my life paying it off. But yeah that convo should be fun =P
Thats about it!
Simon
P.S- any donations would be appreciated or u could be my sponser as long as your rich lol

Everything is going wrong, But we're so happy.

Ummm Proable not the best lyrics to describe my mood but I like the song. Sorry for not writting a blog for a whole month whoever reads this. So what I have I been up to??? Your proable not thinking that, but I will inform you of what I have been up to. Well firstly mostly football, I have only been played for 45 minutes I think since I have been away from Blogger. There have been 4 matches and I have only been played once in the starting 11 as I was promised at the start of the season. I played so bad because I wasnt as confident as I was at the end of last season because of lack of play. Not Good (N). What else have I done. Ooooo My EMA came through so I have bought myself a new phone (Sony Ericsson W205), Xbox Gold Membership, FIFA 10, Gym membership and I think other stuff(food proable). I have recieved in this month A new top, Pink Skinny Jeans, Leg warms that I turned into Gloves, a band and a spa band. I went to a party last saturday, It was alright I suppose. Also I watching this thing called Code Geass, It wicked. Nearly finished it tho =(. Anyway the Gym is awesome, I feel like Im getting fitter everyday basicially and Im in a good mood when I get out of there. So all my problems dont worry me and pester me anymore because I take it out in the Gym and I feel like Im becoming more open =P.That might not be a good thing for some people but Its good for me as I get a lot more say in my life. I will repeat that for people who didnt understand the last bit "MY LIFE". There we go should be able to understand that as its in block captials too (Y) . So anyone wants to bitch about me or spread stupid little rumours bring it on becuase even when Im down I have found a way to still feel happy with everything and just block out what your saying about me. Yep thats right bitches I just invited you to say whatever you want about me =P Take your best shot. My mates that I have lost an kind of contact whether it be over stupid or a serious thing, sorry. But I like to say this my best mates are Ben, James, Adam and Tom. (The last one is a bit of a fool sometimes ;)) Sorry if your offended by that last bit about my best mates, but you/me might have just lost something we original had as friends.

Soo thats all, till next time =P .
Simon

If you can't be yourself then there is no point in life.

I know that I haven't wrote a blog in a while , but to be honest I have been lazy and not in the mode to write one. So I shall explain my week to you first then put a few other things in.
Monday - Well I can't actually remember much of this day. Except for it was a start to a good week. But I do remember two things, Hannah Eccles and D are going out and one of my mates told me he started weed over the weekend around the party. Why is everything started smoking weed, they don't smoke it straight either. They add tobacco to it, thats more unhealthy for you. I know Im being hypocritical, but I have stopped.

Tuesday - Not eventful day, But I remember being happy and content with myself. Played Fifa 10 against the lads and then back to school. Can't remember much else except for the Facebook convo with Charlie(Girl).

Wednesday - Art trip! Well the bus trip there was fin and the art in the tate modern interested me most especially stuff from Ann Lee. But it was talking to Charlie more that was good we just talked about random things and things we liked. Because it was the like the first time we had talked face to face even though we go to the same school lol. Anyway Art trip ended and taht was it for Wednesday.

Thursday - The Day of quickness and goodness remember a load of shit but its not important just lessons and a load of random chit chat. No footie training tho =(.

Friday - Quick school day but the Night was pretty much awesome as I beat Tom Kent on Fifa 10 and got to borrow it. (Y) Sweeeeeeet!

Saturday - Watched another football match that I should have been playing in. But I should be in the starting line up for Fintan Fc thats two weeks away so im going into town next week.

Additional notes: Preparing myself for next week. Tim Minchin tomorrow!!! So excited Yay!!
Thats its guys and girls
Simon
P.S Might be writing a new song (Y) =P

This year's most open heartbreak

Ummmm Let's think of how to put this. I'm thinking of going to a different 6th form, but I don't know which one and It might not be till next year anyway. But Anna said I should go to Bournesides one. Hmmm decisions to be made again lol. Ummm today went into cheltenham, Saw people (Y) and talked a lot. Saturday has been the best day of this week, yep this week has been shite. First Me and Sara argue, Toby gets involved, me and Sara decide not to be friends, next day Sara is all friendly :S (she is always doing that), then school was bad and boring. Friday was just the worst, because of that stupid enterprise day and Silas threatened to "merk me". First don't threaten me, second don't say merk or anyother stupid word if you mean beat up. It just makes you sound stupid and will make me laugh at you. Saturday was the only good day as I got to see Anna, Lucy (now she is random, I'm a coffee cup apparently lol , but I love it anyway), Foxy, Bendy ( who has dyed his hair black, looks good tho),Ruddi, Charlotte, Harry, Lizze( I like turtles!), Livi, Jasper, Paul, Big Chris, Van and load more. Was a good day of the week but tomorrow Im thinking of paint the bedroom as Im bored with it xD
Thats it
Simon

Yay I did finish my song!!!

Yep I did finish the rest of those lyrics. I don't know how to put it. Whether it is good or bad??? So Im gunna put it up here and then can you leave comments about it please and Its only the lyrics becuase I can't play a instrument but Im hoping it will go with a piano or guitar piece maybe. If its any good.
Well here goes nothing (Y)

Your Happy Ending- By Simon Iredale xD

Baby I'm you happy ending
but you haven't realised it.
Please say you have noticed me
because I have noticed you.
And you have been in my mind forever.

Just wish I had sometime with you
I'm always wanting you
Say we have a chance
I'm your happy ending

Always happy when I'm with you
Never felt like this before
Don't break my heart
It will break like glass

But you don't listen
Do you?
So I found someone new
I loved her as equally as much as you
Tho the decision was not made
between you and her

Those days between you and her
were the things you would fight for
As if you loved me
and so I choose you

This is what you wanted
for me to be yours again
To control me again
To be loved by me again
To use me again

But I still loved you
I'm still your happy ending
(For now)

Thats its
Copy rights go to Simon Iredale xD
Anyway please comment on what you think of it

And I shall now leave you with some good music.



Byessss
Simon

Baby I'm your happy ending, But you havent realised it yet.

Want to give a guess where those lyrics come from??? Well I bet you can't get them right because I did them Its only one line but hay its a start Lol. So Biology is boring and now shitty. Ict is just boring including people that I dont't really want in my class. The only thing I want to do is Art, its just something I can do and apply anything I wnat to it like my emotions, experiences and wishes. Its really one of the things I look foward to in school. The others are seeing some of my friends and the others is frees even though they dont give you much time to do anything. Can't take PE as the Pe teachers will turn me away as they are asses.
But hay I need to pass ICT and Biology, so I can continue to take Art and see my friends. Oh but I will have to continue to take Biology and ICT to continue taking Art :( Somethings come with a price and Im ready to pay that price to be happy. Hmmm I haven't been played in 4 matches out of 5 as I wasn't there for one. But still 4 of them. I have had 0 minutes on the pitch. But Im gunna get played tomorrow because I promised a mate. We would win and we will (Y) So its more than 100% to assist or score tomorrow. Can't wait for my EMA to come through (Y) but I did send the form off like yesterday , So I will have to wait and see if I get the ok for it :D .
Well I think thats it
Simon

You gave me one opportunity, I mucked it up. I got a second opportunity and I fucked that up. Do I deserve a third one???

Yer as you can proable tell depressive title means depressed Simon :( It sucks. I keep going back to those two momments. Foolish boy. Anyway I haven't been played in 4 matches that I have been to that 4 out of 5. Not happy with that :( Ummm I don't know what to talk about and I dont want to moan. Shite I have nothing damm I wanted this to be a long blog. Oh well we cant have everything we want. Aty least I have learnt something =/.

Simon
P.s Please give me another opportunity and I want muck it up promise Xx shinyluv

If you took my beating heart, then you would have 2 beating hearts and I would have none =(

Well today has been godd till night per usual =( . It always goes like that. Meh. Well I have had a odd day but a good one so I guess it counts.
I can't really be asked to write a blog so I shall leave u with some lyrics.

Manage me, I'm a mess
Turn a page, I'm a book
Half unread

I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with, just because

I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough

Now I'm stuck in this fucking rut
Waiting on a second hand pick me up
And I'm over, getting older

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

Make believe that I impress
That every word
By design
Turns a head

I wanna feel reckless
wanna live it up, just because

I wanna feel weightless
Cause that would be enough

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

This could be all I've waited for
(Waited, I've waited for)
And this could be everything
I don't wanna dream anymore

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonnna be my year
And I've been going crazy
I'm stuck in here

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year(it's gonna be my year)
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere(go nowhere)
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear(everything I fear)
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

Simon
P.s depressed =( not good

Three Cheers for Six years for My tutor buddy =D

This is a special blog dedicated to Tom Willams as he has been my tutor buddy for 6 years.From year 7 to the year 11. But now that has all come to a end at the start of 6th form =( Love you dude tehe<<< not the thing he wants to hear

Simon xP
P.s This should have been done on Thursday ,But I was too tried

Situations, are irrelevant now

Yer well My two days in town have been freaking awesome. I got loads of clothes on both days and I love them all. Ummm on the first day I bought a few cheap clothes but good ones. Then went up to montiies, then to James and finally Olivia Lester's house<<< Recognise that name, if not u need a slap. Anyway watched a few movies there and then got bitten by her lol my neck is so stiff now. Anyway I stayed in town till 9:30 because I missed the bus. Umm second day was cool just basic shopping then mcuking around and then before I leave to get on the bus I make myslef feel stupid :( . Anyway as I promised I have got a few questions for you guys, but Im changing the rule you have to answer truthfully.

1) What would you label yourself as??? (even if u dont like labelling yourself please out something down)

2)What would you like to be doing right now???

3)Is Bisexual hot???

4)How have your holidays been???

5)Done anything interesting???

6)Ready for school??? lol

7)If you got your results what did you get???


Thats all I can be bothered with
P.S still feeling stupid =(

Sleeping like a baby on a table made out of Sharp and Dangerous objects.

This week in whole has been a eventful and uneventful one. That may confuse you but hay, thats what I'm here for. xP. What I mean by that is I have learnt alot about myself and things in general. But my week has been uneventful as I feel I have not done enough this week, so I will see if I can change that next week mind you I do have 2 days left of this week, but they are set to be uneventful except for my Football match. All I can really wish for this week is that I either score a goal or the weekend just pasts over really fast. So I have a plan for my next blog and it involves you(the reader whoever you are). Im gunna put down some question and I would like it very much if you answered them, but the answer has to be the first thing that pops into your head. Ummmm have some lyrics while I think of something to talk about.


Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die;
I'm not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight,
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pygmy sized cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill and spill over and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black, broken heart.
Love is not like anything,
Especially a fucking knife!

Oh yeah, 6 more days till Results Day. Worried = only the smallest bit, but more worried for my mates. I hope they all do well. (Y) Thats all I have to say.
Byebyes
Simon
P.s whip cream lol

Live to regret life, Don't regret not living life...

I did have something to write for this blog but I can't remember. I will write it down when I remember..... Oh I can't be asked.... depressed again XP

I don't know what to think or feel anymore.

Yer, the title kind of sums up how im feeling right now and for most of today =/. Emotions all over the place and shit (Y) it's great. Anyway Im just waiting for shit to happen because I know Im gunna over react. And it ain't gunna be good. I get angry at more stuff and upste and annoyed. Getting less and less happier =( Suicidial too =/


Shitty fucking emotions =@
Simon

Doing my 100th blog with something new!!!

Yer Im doing this blog with something new!!
I have Snakebites I will upload some pictures of them, when I find the camera. Yer I got them on Tuesday and they look pretty cool. Anywayssss I had a party on tuesday (Sorry to the ppl I forgot to invite, My head hasnt been with me at the mo) and the pperson who told my sister about it is a total twat and I do have my supicsions on who it is. Anyway it was just good old fun. Listened to music, Talked to mates and had general fun. Wow! My mind has had wayyyy to much time to think lately, Making a decision then going back on it and so forth. Its bugging me! Hmmmmm anyway I found this really good video on Youtube and I connected to it somehow. I do this somehow I connected myself to the twilight saga. Lol Im such a weirdo.


Thats it guys I will try doing a bigger blog when Im not feeling as depressed :(
Simon

Good times!

Yer this week has been good even on the Friday where there was hardly anyone in town. But I have been in town all week except Thursday. But all has been good. Thats all I can be bothered to say but I shalll leave you with a video! =D

Thinking......

I gotta feeling that everything is gunna be alright

Ok I havent done a blog in a while, so this will be a catch up blog.
Thursday- Umm what can I say about this day other than this is the day after me and Sara split up and the day of the awesome party at Toby's. First off all that day I dropped whatever was Sara's and picked up my stuff. Then went home and just rested and played on the xbox 360. Then went to Toby's and arrived there early, but earlys good as Lauren did my hair and it looked awesomeeee. Then the party got started, when other people started ariving and I meet to cool girls both called Hannah :S anyway me and Lauren had Ben and Jerrys and then Toby's mum got us Vodka (Y) so we made Jerryshots, which is Ben and Jerrys in a shot glass with vodka. Its very taste. I had like 2 and half of Jamie's big jugs of beer and much more but I cant remember. But I made out with one of the Hannah's (the one from cheltenham) Still kind of feeling guilty as she is only 14 and then after that other stuff happened which I can't be bothered to write.

Friday- Hangover... thats all I can really say =D

Saturday- I quit my job then I went into town with Bry, Jack and Lauren. which was fun but Lauren had to leave beacause she had to catch a train back to Manchester. But it was fun but it would have been more fun if she stayed a bit longer. So I bascially introduced Bry to everyone I knew then meet some other ppl including Becky and Emily( they are awesome). Then I set up a Campout woop!woop! Not many ppl came but it was Me, Emily,Becky, Bry, Jack, Harry and Bee who eventually wnet and it wasn't all bad. We couldn't get a fire started lol but My mum bought the booze and me and Bee made a really nice mix (Y) pretty cool night Me, Emily(she gets cold really quickly) and Harry slept in the tent Becky brought and Bry and Becky slept in Jacks tent as jack and Bee went back to Bee's. Thats it.

Sunday- Packed up everything, Mucked around and Cleaned up the campsite. Weent into my village then into Spar for food. Ate, Chased Harry, put him in the pain box and said bye to everyone being picked up. Waited with Bry for a while then went to Meville to be picked up and went to the 5 a side tournement and we came 3rd in our group but didnt qualify for the semis. :( Went home and slept
(Y).

Thats all for that interesting week
Simon

The used start over again and again.

Me and Sara have split up. =( But Im going to wrestle through everything that reminds me of her and become stronger. I suppose, its all I can do. Oh and I need to see If I can just say sorry to Bryony as I pushed her away from me when Sara asked for it. (mistake) So if she reads this, Im sooooooo sorry, bryony and I know that won't be enough for everything I did. But I'am gunna try and make things better . Sorry =(

Thats all I can say
The used

I'm just so angry and annoyed, I just want to scream,scream and scream!

=(

Just tell me....

Just tell me, if there is something wrong

Just tell me, if you are bored of me

Just tell me, if there is anything I can do

Just tell me, you don't want me if it's the truth

Just tell me, if you want me to leave

Just tell me, how you are feeling

Just tell me, if you want to do something

Just tell me, if you don't want to do something

Just tell me, if you need anything

Just tell me, even if it's going to hurt me

Just don't tell me, that "Your just not him" .... again

=(
Simon

You can take it away at any given moment =(

Ok first of all Im not sad im =) so dont worry. It just matched the title. Anyway What have I been up to??? Hmmmmm Well last sunday to today I have pretty much been round Sara's and stayed round there except on Monday when Hayley stayed round. Ummm just basicially spending as much of my time with Sara as possible. XD Yer there was a party yesterday and it was alright actually excepting it to make me feel really shit but Im fine now (Y) as I was feeling ill before but I still went and drank a lot(so much taht I cant actually rememebr what I had) But I do feel bad as I did collapse and Sara had to look after me with Toby as I really couldnt stand up and I just wnated to sleep. Oh well you have to learn from your mistakes and that mistake was having the smallest amount of food before the party (I forgot to eat XP)
Yer Thats it except for Ha his face tehe

Love you sooooooooo much Baby
Simon
P.s Im soooooo sorry (Im a bad bf) :(

What the hell is happening to me!!!

Ok I have to say that I should be happy and I was for the majority of the day because me and Sara have been going out for one month. XD But for some reason my body has decide that this would be a great time to play with my emotions and thoughts. Basically in one hour I went through being happy, hyper, drawing mood, sleepy and now quite annoyed at everything. Yer, its not great being me at the momment. Anyway I got Sara some Chocolates and I drew a picture for her aswell. Yer and the rest of the day has been pretty shite (Y) Yay! I dont really want to talk about it and I just want to copy and paste a few things on to this blog. (Y)

I knooow, she is superdouches!!!

She is deffiently my world and she means absoulutely everything to me.

XxX XxX
I love you baby, sooooooooo much

<3 <<< My heart is yours and always will be.

Thats all
Simon
P.S- Dont let me forget, will you???

BoDy ShUt DoWn !1!1!

Yer as u proable can't guess, my body feels like it is going into total shut down! I feel shit and I just want to be with my mates. But no of course there is no one to hang out with on a Sunday night. Anyway I went into town on Saturday, wasnt half bad meet up with Charlotte and everyone else. Umm just making jokes about stuff and lying around and stuff . Oh and eating!!! Then we all went went back to the village and went to the campout, which was pretty cool except for the few liitle unfortunate inciddents. Oh I had my hair cut by Cameron XD . Kirstie got pissed so did Charlotte and a few other ppl. I got about 20 minutes sleep in a tree!! Thats about it for the campout except exlopding stuff in the morning on the fire. Anyway Im off

Cya
Simon

I should be asleep, but I wont to write a blog XD

Well yer I'm going into town tomorrow on the 11 bus. So I shouldn't Really be writing a blog, but I WANT TO! But yeah Tomorrow is going to be so cool, actually I should be actually be saying today as its 2 in the morning on Saturday. So today Im going into town and seeing a load of mates XD and then coming back and going to a campout. But loads of my mates are going to be there XD except Sara isnt :( But Yeah Im still gunna try and have fun!

THATS IT

SIMON (I DONT KNOW WHATS UP WITH THE CAPITALS)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight

Give a guess, Its easy =P

I had a really good title for this blog but I forgot. *Scratches head*

So what has happened over the days that I havent written a blog. Hmmmmmm << Thinking noise* I had two 6th form induction days, worked, seen people including cheese puff =P and slept. Don't know if you are interested in hearing what I did. Well now after 6th form ionduction day, I really really really want to do Psychology. It looks sooooo good XD, but if I don't do it I will proable take Buisness Studies. I will just have to wait for my results. Im really tried so Im gunna write a blog when Im more awake.

Night Night xx
Simon

I see you lying next to me :(

I don't know why, but things seem ok, but they really aren't. If that made any sense. :S Anyway wat have I been up to today, I put my name down for a job at the Chestnut tree. Which shouldn't be too bad if I get it as I will have to work Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday and thats from 12 till 3:30 XD I be happy if I got that job. I don't know what to write, yet there are a million things running round my mind :S again. I did a drawing today and I'm pretty happy with it :D! Ummmmmm ran at of things to put, even though my mind won't stop thinking.

I have never wanted to be with you this bad, ever. (right this momment) :(
X X X

Simon
'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead'

Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone (Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Give a guess??? =P

Prom!!! XD

Well that the Prom over and done with. But I really enjoyed it seeing everyone again and the meal was nice. One problem the wine was shiiiit, it was really watered down. Most of the drinks were :(. Anyway danced a bit and talked to Tom, Hannah, Chloe, Kirstie and loads more. Dan got Prom King but because he wasnt there they had to draw it again :(. The best bit of the night was the last dance with Sara , slow dancing to 'Your beautiful' by James Blunt. I sang some of it to her, but it was just after a while it was like there was no one else around us and it was just me and her. Which I admit was very nice especially looking to her eyes. I swear my heartbeat was beating faster than usual. Anyway It was really good night. Wish everyone the best of luck with what ever they do and please try and keep in contact.
Lovee you guys

I love you, Sara XXX
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.

Simon :P

Bulletproof =]

Anyway I think I should do this blog before the prom! Yep today is the day of the prom and everything looks set. I have my tux, my customzations and My lift to and back. Anyway Im going with no one, but hay I already know Im getting a dance off Sara and Kirstie (thats because Alex might try something with Kirstie). Yer I have pockets! XD so I have to look after some of Sara's stuff. But I have to leave time to prepare for the prom.
1. I need a bath and shave<< Might have to do that with blunt razorblades, if Mum doesnt get back.
2. Need to get into the suit.
3. Need to add my absoulutely cool customzations. =]

Anyway Dad is giving me a lift to the prom in his Jaguar =] and then Mum is picking me up in the Vauxhall :(. Ryan is not coming and I dont think there is a after party :( Oh and Im the only boy I think on my table.

Anyway I think I should relax and then get ready. Good plan XD

Cya you all there excpet for the people who read this and I dont even know and dont come to my school.

I Love my Cheese puff
X X X

'Been there, done that, messed around
I'm having fun, don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I've tried to send
My information's just not goin in'
Bulletproof- La Roux<< I love it

Im moving to New York!!!

Ok first thing I'm not moving to New York, its the song ttiel for a Wombat song. Secondly, sorry for the last 2 blogs as I was a bit pissed (drunk, not angry). Yer you can tell I was by the attempt of the face. Lol oh well thats me, good thing I had got some good news (my footie award). Wow! Yesterday there was a party :D Oh yeah Sara and me are back together :D It was brillant, when it tipped it down Ryan, me, Sara, Sam and Bee, took our tops off then just whent out in it. Got drenched. Oh and we played spin the bottle. Witch was funny as I kissed like everyone except Steve and Ela. But apparently Im a good kisser, what I dont believe. Umm then we watched My Bloody Valentine it was pretty cool. Woke up in the morning and found out that my jeans were not dry so I went into the co-op on my skateboard in my pj bottoms and a top. I looked so sexy. Anyway went into school at 1 to see everyone, pretty cool. Ryan had his lip ring in and Mr.Edwards came along looked at Ryan and then said to me ' You shouldnt be skating, go put that in your tutors cupboard' I really wanted to say that I wasnt in school and he can piss of, but I was in school uniform so I could get onto the field( there was a playground next to it).Anyway, Bryony if you read this dont yoyu dare have a go at me I didnt have any credit and I told you that yeasterday over MSN when you were having a go at me.

Thats it except for I luv you , Sara X X X
Simon

My award and a attempt at a face on Blogger?!?!?!

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My Squad Player award

((I))((I))

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FREAKY

You will be the death of me!!!

Yer, I will explain the title in a bit. Well before this weekend started I predicted that the weekend would be crap, guess what predictiton came true. =D Awwww I fucking hate myself for predicting stuff.So where to start better than at the good news. I won the squads player award (I didn't even know there was a award for that because all we voted for was the players player and the youngs player.... Must be the Wayne, Simon << Lol same name as me and Lynn's decision.) Well I got it for going to every match even when I knew I would have a slime chance of playing and supporting the team. Oh and some fantastic new Andy is marrying Donna, It was so cool. He scored a penalty, then ran over to her( After getting the ring off Lynn), proposed to her and she said Yes!

Ok now for the shit bit of the weekend I think I will start with tomorrow. Tomorrow, I have to do some carparking in the school field for Scouts :( and then Dad is not coming either. So I will be all alone, What great fun, just me and my lovely thoughts. Ok onto today, we lost 4-2 to Finton but hay its a friendly and we had a laugh especially a misplaced attempt for Jack to over head kick the ball and miss it. Hmmmmmm. Well this kind of links today and Friday together. I know, proable by now everyone is sick of hearing about Sara and me. What has it been now since it all started like 2 years or 1 and a half , lol, I lose track. Anway Bryony stayed round on Friday night and we watched Along came Polly while eating some Ice cream. Then Went online on msn and we talked to Chloe.(This part will tie in a I think) Anyway in the morning, I recive a call from Sara and she asked me the usual questions then asked 'Did Bryony stay round last night?' So I answer truthfully By saying 'Yes', what do I know, before I can get another word out. She hangs up on me.So after Bryony has gone (Oh she recieved a Pleasent text from Hayley... iff Hayley could ever be pleasent) I text her asking 'Hi u pissed bu(at) me' yes I did spell 'at' wrong stupid phone. She sends 'Why ever would I be?!'. She then sends 'Why Did You pick me , If i'm not what you want... X'. I send back 'Sorry, but she is my friend and u will have to accept that . Xx'. Then I get 'So that is it? You don't even care enough to fight for me...Xx'. I send 'Honestly, I thought u were the right choice... but if this is how ur going to act then we should rethink us. Xxx Sorry Xxx' -Yer proable not the best thing to send. Ok lets skip a few texts ' Well you obvs don't care do you. And tbh If you want bryony and not me I would rather know where I stand even if its not what I wanna hear. I d rather you go ahead and do what makes you happier cause whatever is going on is not making me happy. I mean... I dont wanna loose you, but everytime you talk about her it hurts me. And knowing she stayed at yours has just pushed me over theedge. Even if nothing did happen. .... The doubt will still drive me nuts xx' thats from her . First point, I love how this text proves that she doesnt trust me :S yer me. Ok then she goes on in this text to say that it hurts to hear about Bryony from me. Ehum I have had to deal with you and Toby and dont tell me you don't have any feelings for him anymore because I see it when He comes round after school. That sparkly when he is around comes into you. But never when I am around. So how do you think I feel everytime I see him. The last text I got from her was 'Ur a wanker!' at 23:22 why she said that , I don't know. I would love to know but I do have a valid point for not replying. Sherborne has shit signal on Orange so its not my fault. I wanted to to you, but when I log on I find out you haver changed your status on everything back to single. So you made that decision not me, So don't you dare blame me for anything. I was just trying to fix a friendship and you couldnt cope with that. Oh and thanks for forwarding every single text to Hayley not really the smart thing she showed everyone at work! Cheers for that. Oh and for the Chloe invovlement It I think she told Sara that Bryony stayed round.

Simon << Pointless
P.s Im kind of in a sucidial modd now thanks and you wouldn't care, only one would care.
don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Aerosmith- Don't want to miss a thing

I'm a war machine, and now you'll never have to know.

Well I'm back and this day has been more eventful than being in Cornwall. On the way back Me and Bryony start texting each other just talking about things and we are kind of better now. So thats a good thing. Got to see Sara when she got off work today XD I missed her loads :( Anyway just basically hugged her and watched 2 movies with her. Was very nice I have to say. Urgh got a Maths exam on Monday and its in the morning!!!!!!! Anyway on holiday just basically did what my step-mum wanted. WOOP! BARCELONA WOOP! Yep they won the Champions League title making them the first Spainish club to win the triple which for them is the La liga title, Copa de Ray and the Champions league trophy. But now Messi has to be Worlds best player as he proved he was better than Ronaldo in that match and Samuel Eto'o should be in the top 3, He bloody derserves it, What a goal from him and also he won the La Liga top goalscorer and Messi won the Champions league top goalscorer. Holy trinity forever!!!! Anyway thats it.

Bye bye

Some of us will die alone.
Some of us will never reach the end of the road.
It isn't enough.
Some of us will never know the meaning of trust.
Some of us will feed off all the people who give.
It's never enough.
Fightstar- War Machine

XP
xxxxxxxxxx luv ya xxxxxxxxxx

80th blog and am gojng on holiday. XD

Yep Im going on holiday to Cornwall for a week. In a way this is postive, I get out of the house for a whole week, first holiday of this year and I might see some old friends from Cornwall. Negative side of this holiday is I have to spend a whole week with my Dad and Step-Mum, I am away from Sara and this time I don't have my cousin or sister with me. Oh forgot to say if anyone doesn't know,but Im pretty sure everyone knows. Sara and me are going out XD. Had a brilliant day out yesterday with Sara, Saw and meet people I already knew and didn't know, Saw Alaric and Kirstie and got my tux. Hmmmmm dont know what to put now Ummmmmmmm
Nothing really to put except see you all when I get back.

Luv ya Sara xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Simon

Last Day of Offical Compuslory educate!!!

Yer, well It was was the last day of school (Yr 11). It was good except for a few things but hay wat are you going to do about it. Well I should really talk about people I have know from 2004 to 2009.

Hmmm Tom, My little tutor buddy since like Yr 7 and well what can I say to a person who listens to everything I have to say and what questions I ask, Even if they don't make sence. You listen to every problem I have and tryed to help me with all of them (most of them you have completely helped me with.) Being a great buddy and why the fuck didnt I put this in your yearbook, I don't know. Wish you all the best and see you next year in tutor. I will be sitting next to you.

Ummmm Ryan, Maths and Pe was the greatest fun over the what is it now? I think 2 years I have know you, I have grown a lot of trust in you and tell you things that I couldn''t tell others and things I shouldn't tell anyone about =P I am going to miss are harlious jokes on Dobbs and other people with Ben in PE. Your a really good person and don't dout that ever. Can't really think of much else except wish you all the best and see you in 6th form.

James, Sometimes you think that you know everything thats happening to me and think you have my life sorted in one box. But it brings me laughes to hear you say the stuff you do think is going on in my life and hope that continous as it helps through the most difficult times. Your a brillant person to talk to in Science with are random chats. Hope everything goes your way because you have worked for it. Good Luck!

Sammy, Where would I be without you? Proable bored out off my mind in a mental house because I love are English chats even when you are angry,sad, over hyper or trying to Kill me. Advice to people who will know Sammy in the future, don't make her angry at you especially if you are a boy as she will hit you in the balls!!! Good luck with everything and see you around and in 6th form.

Kirstie, How to start this? We have been way too much together Lol but its being fun and you have been one of the girls in my Life I can trust with things even when I piss you off. Btw you worry way to much for exams or important things, just try to relax and everything will be ok. Because you are very clever and you really need to relise that. Oh and btw get freaking internet!!! Good luck!

Bryony, Only know you since the art trip. But stuff was bland then, Until my party wnkwink =P.
Going to miss you loads while you are at Rendcomb. But you better come down and see everyone. Oh and James is not my Wife. Good luck and stop worrying, everything is going to go finr for you. Luv ya loads little otaku girl xxxxxxx and I will miss you loads and wont forget you so stop being silly like that and You will be coming down mine even if I have to come up to Rendcomb to get you =P

Thats all I can think of no offence to any friends I have forgotten. You are all great friends and love you all to piece and thanks to all who have helped me through 2 hard years of my life so far.

Thats its except
Miss.Tattershil: "Why would Emma be a good defender in Hockey?"
-Pe GCSE class goes silence-
Ben: Because she has a horrible face!!!
Btw Ben if you didnt know Emma was in are PE class and how the fuck didnt everyone hear you say that!!!
Love you all xxxxxxxx But more Bryony than all of you =P
Simon

Argh!!!!

Well I had any alright day till everyone started having a go. Why don't u want a job? Why are u so lazy? Pfft. You need a job. Need to get a life. Twat. Spaker. YOUR LIKE YOUR DAD!!! Well guess what I dont give a FUCK What you think. I only care what one person thinks, So why dont you keep your opinions of me to yourself because if I hear anyone bitching about me or anything. The outcome is NOT going to be nice. Anyway Me and Sara ARE NOT friends anymore because she used me and she hurt me. I gave her chances but not anymore. If you are reading this Sara, which I hope you are I dont care anymore for you. You have lied to me, abused me as a friend, used my feellings for you to your advantage. Well their not there anymore, I have torn that part out of me. So leave me alone and dont't even talk to me. I am starting my life over again and hoping this chance works. What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger XP. Hmmmm need to get a tuxedo tomorrow. Lol random switch of subject. I just want these exams to come and get them done so I can go on holiday and see people out of school.

Thats all I can be fucked to write.
Simon
P.s-Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armor

Hmmmmm!!! Write a blog Hay!

Well I have been told that I have been getting behind on them. But in reality I have. This is because I have had my art to finish and it took me hours on hours to finish , But I can now say I have happily done all of it. Woop! Woop! Anyway this week has been fine in ways and bad in others mainly people moaning at me, but they can moan all they want, but I am happy. Hmmmmmm football tommorow is the last match of the season, So I will be able to hang out with more of my friends. I have done a little revision and My exams are coming up soon! Hmmm I have ran out of thiongs to say!

Thats it
Simon
P.s- There u go Bryony XP

Volvic Challenage!!! XP

Ummm well how did my Pe moderation go. Thats what or proable wanting to know or not. Well I Got a 7 in hockey and football , Which I am annoyed with as I should have got a 8! Crappy Daniels and Tattershill XP to you. Then I got a 8 in rounders which I was pretty happy with considering I got 7 people out. Umm then I don't know my athletics grade, But it proable is bad as I hurt my leg on the 800m and got 3 minutes and 7 seconds. Then I did the Long jump and I have to be cursed because I got 5m 10 then got 4m 20 then when Daniel and Tattershill came along I got 3m 70 and buggered my leg again. Next 100m, Great fun slip at the start and come just 1 mini second behind Bryony Thurbon. 14.41 Seconds -that is crapness :(. Then Saturday I was hoping to play at least a full half. Nope Only got 25 minutes, How the hell am I suppose to improve on pitch if they won't play me for long. They play Matt as much as the adults and Holbie only joined a few weeks ago, but he has become a regular! But despite all that I am happy and feeling good. I want to have a go at the Volvic challenage Lol random I know But I want a challenage to occupy myself for a little while.
Well thats it Time to get ready for exams and Do my Volvic Cahllenage Woop!
Simon

Hello!! and dont go anywhere?!

Well the last few days haven't been bad, so in other words good. Well today I had football training and it was fun. Anyway tomorrow is PE moderation day ARGH!!! But I have decided to put in 100% in every sport I am doing and that is hockey, football, rounders and athletics. Basically the whole day :( So I will be dead, but I have had some helpful tips from my football team mates and I am confident I can do this to the best of my ability. Then in 5 days I have the last Art exam and then the next day everything has to be handed in, So I have to get working. Ummmmm What has happened lately? Kirstie has got a new boyfriend called Alric Tehe and then A load of other stuff hich I really cant't be bethored to explain, But everyone seems fine and I think If anything is wrong it will get better.Yep You heard here first this boy has suddenly become a Opptimistic. Life is weird.
Bye Gtg
Simon

Got bored, So I drawed!! XD

Yep I drew this tonight becasue I got bored.As you can tell I haven't got much to say in my blog and I thought some images would be nice.


Thats it
Simon (Yes the second one is suppose to be a representive of me) XP

They don't believe how real it is?

Some lyrics form music again!Ummm what did I do today? I went to football training and that was fun Mainly because I scored a bit and assited, but for some reason I had hardly any energy. After training I went round jack's and Played on the xbox and watche Newcastle United vs Stoke city. 1-1 draw not bad considering Hardly anyone was putting in effort. I put my hands up and say Stoke City should have won that game. We were incredible luck to get that 1 point. Anyway that all I have to say.
Bye bye
Simon

Now I'm speechless.

The title is a lyric from Jonas Brothers- Love bug. Don't know why I am listening to it but hay! Anyway I feel like I should do blog on my family as I complain about them, but you don't know them that well. So I feel like I should tell you how they really are like. Hmmmmm where to start. I know, Me. Yep I'am going to tell you about me because who else is and my view of me might be a bit narrow and bias, but thats something you will have to deal with.



Me(Simon)- Well where should I start.I think I should start with my personality. I quite shy if I don't know you, but I eventually get less shy and thats general not a good thing. I kind of get to confortable and start mucking around. I love sports, its something that slowly grow upon me and now I want to become a professional football player, however unlikely that is. Ummmm my music is varied depending on my mood, but it is mostly any type of rock. Yer my good friends who are always supportive of me even when I am having a mental breakdown are Tom, Ryan and Sara. Love you guys loads tehe!!! But I like talking to Hannah A, Hannah M, Bryony and Jack beacuse they are all different in many ways to talk to. That made no sense to me either, thats another thing about me sometimes I make no sense and I don't even get myself at those points. Hmmmmmm. At points I can be arrogant, over emotional( thats why people call me emo, but its better than being a chav). I can be very annoying because I know what annoys everybody, so XP. I like being fast lol don't know why. It just comes natural to me, every since is was a kid. I would just sprint my ass off because I felt like it. Ummmmmmmm.Ran out of things to say. Ummmmmmm. I have a laid back attitude to most things in life, which doesn't help in a way. I sometimes have small obessions like games orr drawings. I don't like being told to do something from someone who has no respect for me. I am quite serective. Thats it for me.

Laura- My sister is what I can say as a annoying, but protective of me. When anyone starts on me and she doesn't like it. She loves horse riding and aglity. She likes her club tunes. Her boyfriend is quite cool and atheletic, but is annoying cause its hard to find a way to annoy him.

Mum- She has one opinion on everything including men i.e me and dad. She can't think of anyother insult apart from asshole. She is a girl guider.If she had to pick between me and my sister. I know she would pick my sister and that doesn't bother me because I would be able to have more control over my life. Ummmmm She always blames for every problem she has.

Can't think of anything more.
Bye Bye
Simon
P.S Sorry if this is all one opinion of my family,but I do live with them and sorry if my part was a bit longer but I know myself better than Mum and Laura.

Boredom XD XP!!!

Hi everyone!!!
God today was so boring. All I got to do was play on FIFA 09( yep the xbox is working) and do some chores. Thats some serious fun I think I might have a heart attack if I have to do that again( sorry to anyone who has had a heart attack or to anyone who knows someone who has had a heart attack)but its the first thing that popped into my head that showed my boredom. Oh well Ryan and Hannah are coming down tomorrow!!! XD Anyway being playing FIFA 09 most of the time, so I think I might give that a rest and read a bit more of ' New Moon'. Yer I know I should have finished that ages ago, but hay what are you gunna do.XP
Thats it for now proable write one tomorrow.
Simon
P.S- Football training tomorrow WOOOOO!!!!

New message from Ryan!!!

Ok I admit I couldn't think of a title yet again. Yer the reason the title is that is beacause I was wondering what to put for my title and suddenly ryan sent me a message, so I looked to the facebook tab and saw it was flashing 'New message from Ryan'. Yer so you got the reest of it. Well both Arsenal and Manchester United draw their first leg matchs of the quarter finals in the UEFA champions league. I laugh at them. Hehe. What did I do for the days I haven't wrote a blog? Well not much really, talked to some people i.e Tom, Sara & Ryan. Ummmm ohhh being talk to Bryony from far away-that sounds weird- she is on the ski trip and I sent her a text message. Lol she fell over(jokes). Hmmmmmm crap running out of things to say. Oh I got one thing. My xbox has decide to rebel against me and not allow me to play FIFA 09. It knows its my only good game. Dammm you xbox!!!! Yep I have officailly ran out of things to say.
Well its a night night from me.
Simon
P.S- Missing you guys loads, town is so boring. XP

I'm supposed to be the soldier ,who has to make the hard decisions!?!?!

Don't know why thats my title. I suppose its because I am listening to Eminem- Like a toy soldier, but I changed the lyrics a small bit to suit what I feel. Well I made that decision and did both things I went to football training and went to the party what was enjoyable. Yer what shall I put in my blog today.Hmmmmm? Bryony said that I was like Jacob off Twilight except shorter :/ it started with me asking weather she would prefer to be a Vampire or Werewolf She said Vampire of course. Then she asked me and I said I would like to be a vampire but I told her that everyone says I would be a werewolf then she compared me to Jacob and said that the only real difference between me and Jacob is are height. I still have two years to catch up so XP.
I think I have hurt my knee as three people kicked me on my knee with studs,but by accident.

Well thats it XP
Simon

Not Much!!!

Haven't really done much today as it hasn't been a busy day<< couldn't think of anything. Well I watched LOST when I got home and watched a bit of the England match. Woooo!!! We are undefeated in the qualifying group!!! XD We are gunna do good under Capello mangarment. Well Lunch was fun all I really wanted to do was rest and I did. Hmmmm I'am thinking of what to do for tomorrow. Difficult choice I can stay in Town or go football training.

Thats its Guys and Girls
Simon

Starting Over again!!!

Well am going to change my blog a bit (HUGELY). So Lets start again I really can't be asked to keep up this nickname thing so I am giving it up. So I shall post a list of names of people who were given a nickname and tell you there first name.

So here goes: Hi, Bonjour and Hola(Sorry any other national people i.e Poland, Germany, India) I dont know why them. Oh no I lied there the best at Fucking up are language lol its true. Anyway on with it. My name is Simon Iredale (not telling you my middle name) XP, I am 16 woo for a bit more freedom. I go to a school in England, so no I am not American. I love playing football, drawing and talking to my good mates. I hate my annoying family (but doesn't everyone), Chavs i.e my sister and people who just general annoy my friends. Umm my best friends are Tom, Ryan, Bryony, Kirstie and Cait. I'm doing my GCSE's at the momment. I took Art ,Pe and ICT. I support Newcastle United and will always even through the rough. Anyway I have to go my Sister is annoying me about being on the computer.

Wooo havent written a blog for ages!?!?!?

Well I haven't written a blog in ages . So what has happened in my life, Well it is going from bad to even more bad but oh well. I have done a Maths mock witch I think I failed. Also done my french orals and the first 3 hours of my art exam. Well life is going its normal way and im ' confuzled lol I will get over it.

Thats it soz folks
Simon
P.s watashi wa ai suru

Going Nowhere!!!

Yer haven't wrote a blog in ages. So I shall think back. Well first of all I had a English mock exam on Monday. Then not much happened over the week except for at lunch Apple told me that 'something good was going to happen to me', so I inquired and found out that some girl likes me. But I'am not allowed to know because she is going to apporoach me and I have a small idea of who it could be, but I don't think it is them anymore. Argh!!! I just want to know there name. xP
Anyway Today( Friday) I had My PE Oral and my Maths mock test. Well my PE oral went better than I thought. Then my maths test went easy. At lunch I was listening to Sanders Play his acoustic bass. Woooo we got are new football kit. Both Home and Away. So Tomorrow we are wearing are away kit which is red and a small bit of black. So hopefully I will get to play a full game tomorrow as I didn't get to play last week. So I'am going to go mentilly and go crazy with shotting and tackling. I will be annoyed if I'am a sub or I get subbed off.
Anyway thats it
Simon

If you don't like it don't look!! xP

Yer for those people who don't like my blog. Why the hell do you read it. Just because you want to say that im bad or something like that to your friends. They can build there own opinions of me thank you. xP powned!!! Anyway what has my days been filled of the days I haven't written a blog. Well not much except for getting hassle from people in my classes. Thats about it I can't bethored to write cause I am annoyyed.xP

Bye stinky people
Simon
P.S have some kisses xxxxxx
xP

Have you got a Red Nose?

Lol random title. Hmmmm don't really feel like writing today cause everything seems really weird and out of it like it was a dream. Life for me at the momment seems really dull and uneventful for me. Urg why Iam I writing this stupid blog.

Byebye
Simon
P.S Buy a Red Nose or Mr.T will beat you.

Thats my hole, so get out!!!

The title refers to something said in one of my msn convos. Anyway forgot to write a blog yesterday lol so what happened yesterday? Well I had football training, which Glassy was suppose to come to, but didn't. Training was fun because we had to score in a goal that was the size of a piece of A3 paper. But I still manged to score woooo!!! Then we went back to the club and I had to platefuls of pasta. Tehe fatty! Went back home and got ready for the Race night. That was fun and I got the same amount as prizes as the webleys( how did I do that). Today I did pretty much nothing except go to my cousins, watch movies and listen to music.

Thats it folks
Simon
P.S keep out of my hole :P

Can't seem able to write!!!

Yep, I know we are back to the weird blog titles that I have to explain. Oh well thats the way it is. So this blog title is annoying becasue by writing this blog I'am contradicting myself. But yeah I kept saying to myself that I would write this blog and I haven't written till 1:13 in the morning.

Today was pretty much the same, simple day as ever except I was hyper due to the fact that I drank Rentless at break. But today seemed the same Friday as usual. Lol Pompey Boy missed his bus, so he took his mophed but it broke down at the traffic lights which are a few metres from school, so he had to push it into school. Then after school he had to get it started, which he did. After school I played a bit of FIFA 09 and played football on the school pitch. Which was fun. Then got home and watched the Lost dvd that Satnav has lent me. Yer lately I don't seem to be able to focus on my stuff because people are put there problems or working in front of me, so I have to deal with it. Got exams in a few weeks my first one starts in 18 days which is my 10 hour art exam, which is split up into a 3 hour exam, then 4 hour lessons and another 3 hour exam. Also my French Orals are coming up ,which I know I'am going to fail at lol. Then theres my English which I want to get a B in , but looks like I'am going to have to accept a C. Tommorow I have football training and I'am taking Glassy along despite what all my teamates who are my age say, because I believe he is a good player.
Thats all I got to write
Cya
Simon
P.S-'I hate everything about you, Why do I love you'

60th Blog!!!! Woooooo!!!!

As you can tell I couldn't think of anything else for my blog title. Damm it I'am listening to Metro Station again lol Shake it lol. Anyway me and Satnav are going to call everyone else 'the others' tomorrow, that will be a laugh. Today was a pretty weird day overall, Mostly because not many people were there, but Hay! and also I kept moving around what menat time moved faster. Parents evening was on at 5 which meant more time with complaining mum. But one thing me and glassy are being moved away from each other in PE because we don't focus together. Thats about it except for
Shake it

Bye Tehe
Simon

Hyper Edward Cullen Shake It

My title actually has a reason to be called what it is! 1st Im really hyper for no reason at all, 2nd I dressed up as Edward Cullen today for non-school and last I have been listening to Metro Station-Shake It for about 2 hours. Anyway how did today go today? I think it went pretty well except K was in a pissy with me. Lol don't know what I did to derserve it. Anyway a mate of mine wants to do something,but he is worried. Just do it damm it!!! Me and Satnav have had pretty funny convo on MSN about Lost saying it should have a animal caht show where Jack talks to the monster and he gets eaten by the monster, then Sawyer takes over the show. Also it would be funny if the Monster had a camp voice and kept shouting WALT!!! Lol anyway went round Strawberry's house to get my DVDs. Thats about it but I think this blog has to be my most fun to write and interesting to read.

Jack: 'So how do you feel about been called monster?'
Monster:'WALT!!!' (Eats Jack)
(Sawyer enters set)
Sawyer:'Well thats it for animal conforts. So its a good bye from gas ball'
Monster:'WALT!!!'
Sawyer:'Goodbye from the Doc'
Jack:('Mumbles from the monsters tummy')
Sawyer: 'And a piss off from me'
Lol
Bye Bye
Simon
P.S Shake it

Same day as ever....

Yep same day as ever, teachers annoying me except this time making me do a exam I knew nothing about and people annoying me. lol anyway tomorrow is none school uniform and u can dress up as a book charcter so I might go as Edward Cullen .

Thats it
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Lol shortest blog ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bye =]
Simon

Well another day of pain?!?!?

Lol weird title for today. Anyway PE was shit as the people keep picking on me. Scored 3 goals though one was disallowed with the sideline ref at the half way line and me at the 16 yard box. haven't really done much today except go to school, do a bit of art, talk to people, listen to music and watch lost. Well nice to see everyone back at scholl except a few people. I tried out my new football boots. They were good.

Anyway thats it
Simon

3 is the magic number especially with football boots!!!

Yep, you better know it I now have 3 football boots.My new blue and white Predators , which my dad bought from las vagas for $39.99. My lime green Nike Vapours( I love them) and my Stinky Nike T90. So I have decide top wear my Predators in my First PE class tomoz and Glassy can wear my Vapour. Then I shall see what they feel like and proable go back to my vapours and keep my predators as spares, but still play in them.

Anyway spent the day watching footbal watched Man U beat Spurs (You bastards) and watch Atletico Madrid beat Barcalona, but that was areally good match. When You watch a english match then watch a french,italian or spanish match you really can see the difference in the leagues.

Yer, found out that 'the girl nextdoor' is going out with her ex again. So thats done and dealt with.

Thats it
Simon
P.S I wish these exams could come faster so I can either fail and get going to Newcastle or pass and go on to A-level( most weird wish ever).

You had a Million Chances and missed all but none?!?!?

Yer, I know what your thinking that title makes no sense. But I felt like being random. Anyway week has copyed every other week. See my weeks since my birthday and I know thats only one have followed a pattern. The week starts off ok then gradually I get people on my back (not my mates) then from there it goes crap till Wednesday where somehow I got onto the 6th Form first team and played ok. Then the downward sprial starts again. Friday I had to do a practise mock essay on 'Lord of the Files'. The question was 'How effective is the ending of 'Lord of the Files'?' and I did ok on that. I got to listen to my Ipod (really need to get more music on that thing lol). Yer, So todays is Saturday and I had great exceptations for today. I shall list them so you know what they are.

• Play a full 90 minute match (This is the only one I completed.)
• Score a goal or assist a goal (Didn't do)
• Get a raffle prize

And this one came during the match

• Injury the fuck twat number 15 on the 'Apperley & Tewkesbury Dynamos II' I shall explain during the match report.

Ok on to talking about the match. Ok so the Line up was 'Sliver Badger' in goal (he is had a bit of a knee injury, so he let 'Ron Weasley' go in goal. Are defence was Right back 'The Hit Man', centre backs were 'Big Man' and 'Babel' and Left back was 'The similing asassin'. So are defence looked strong , but not the usual defence. But hey. Are midfield was Left mid 'Baby Solskjaer', Centre mids were 'nickname to come soon' and 'Ron Weasley' and Right Mid was 'C.Ronaldo'. Yep that was the midfield line up so if anyone can guess where I was placed you don't get a prize lol. So Up front was 'Jesus' and 'Stephen Ireland' i.e Me. So for like the first time we were playing 4-4-2. Fun fun. Anyway match got under way after we switched shirts with another team playing on the othere pitch because the 'Dynamos' were suppose to be wearing there home kit but wasn't and both are away kits looked similar. So we were wearing a red top with are white and purple shorts and purple socks. I looked even more weird than usual cause I was wearing red top, white and purple shorts, purple socks and my lime green Nike Vapours. I must have looked really weird. Anyways match got under way with a good start with us attacking most of the time till we got a penalty, which I really wanted to take but as usual I knew everyone would say no and so 'Jesus' took it. Woo he scored. Through the first half I kept getting through balls but I just couldn't get to them it wasn't the defence cause I was faster than them. I was just NOT fast enough, which has really pissed me off. Then 'Jesus' scored again, I can't remember how. Anyway after that I had more problems with the defence and the through balls. Even though I did send 'Jesus' a good through ball, But he scuffed it. Oh well that happens to the best of us, except it happens to me everytime I play football. Finally the whistle went and 'SHOOOOT!' hadn't arrived yet. So back on at the second half walking across to my side on the pitch about a metre away from the ref and Number 15 says ' Don't get angry, Ginger Cunt'. Im sorry this ref was in his early 20's, so he had no reason to not hear that. Anyway the match got underway pretty fast and we had a few corners that I couldn't get my head on. Argh!!! Then they get a corner and are defnces for some reason can't clear it. So we get another juggling goal scored against. So that makes it 2-1. Then they score another. Fuck 2-2. Anyway I kept getting more insults by the minute from Number 15 still about a few metres away from the ref and then when they get a free kick, He starts touching my ass and my ear. This is all happening a few metres away from the ref. So I decide to fight back elbow him once and the ref says 'watch it number 10'. So that cunt of a ref was watching me,but only decides to tell me off. WANKER!!!Anyway I get moved on to the left mid. I was happy where I was Thanks. Anyway I kept a mark on number 15 from then to see if I could hurt him in anyway. Anyway the match ended when the ball was flying in the after that Number 15 twat called me a Cunt again. So I got pissed off and ran for the ball cause number 15 and one of there defenders comes in and tries to get the ball, so I jump up knock the defender down and and elbowed the Number 15 in the chest. Score!!! But still I get two more insults from the defender and Number 15 one was 'cunt' and the other was 'prick'. This again was a few metres away from the ref and he tells me off again. So I ask him to keep a eye on number 15 cause all game all he was doin was pulling on my teammates shirts and giving out verbal abuse. And all I get in return is the ref say ' Im not watching him, Im watching you'. What a FUCKING WANKER!!!! Anyway I really want to play them again in a friendly, To have that ref as a sideline ref for them and have Moris as ref. So I can break number 15's legs and Rugby tackle that fucking ref. If that doesn't work im sure that twat will come along and say to me after the match and I will have him. No one will stop me at that. Anyway overall team performance was good but my performance was a piece of shit. Yer from the football match to my house to quiz night and you will never guess who was there. Dagdey tehe. Anway we came third over all and I got some vkd blue off 'SHOOOOT!' wooo!!!! and I didn't win anything for the raffle. Anyway before I was leaving I heard some of the boys the younger ones, round my age. Talking about me so that hasn't put me in a good mood at all.

Yer, so about 'the girl next door'. I really don't know what to do because I don't know if she likes me. Plus we only really talk on MSN and not in school, suppose thats my fault through. It so annoying through cause K will proable hate it. Oh I don't know. Yer, someone will proable tell her I wrote this and she will think im a freak. lol. Hmmmmmmm I read a few of my friends blogs after getting home. They were good and interesting one talked about there day and the just ranted on about stuff, but it was still good.

That About it

Simon

P.S If I did tackle number 15, and got a red card I would be the first person on my team ever to get a red card.

Final Line

I have final reached the final line with mum, she keeps blaming my friends for everything and she also keeps trying to read what im doing on the computer. Yer anyway I got to play for the 6th form 1st team yesterday. Because one of there players did not want to play, but it was so annoyying. As mr.daniels(dont care about that twat) came in are PE theory lesson and asked if anyone had there football kit, so I put my hand up and say ' I do sir'. At this point you would except him to say'Great come along then' but no that old lazy cunt says ' You can't play for the first team' and sniggers.The minute he says that and he leaves the pencil snaps in my hands. Lucky the captain of the team comes in and asks again. So I say I have my kit. Finally I get to play for the school team and sir can't do anything as I was picked by the captain . Anyway went up to a private school and played against them. We Won 3-2 =] wooo!!! Anyway I am in the mood for football on Saturday and I really wants to play a full match in the wing or upfront . I wont let the opposition to get the lead before us. But it is unlikely that I will play a full game or even play. LOL

Thats it
Simon
P.S to the person who understands this I wont stop looking.

What to do?

Yer so got to play football and it was good fun till all the chavs started having a go at me. So I got placed in the right back. Argh!!! I hate defending im not a defender . Im one of the fastes on the team and where do I get placed ,Right back. Im a freaking winger. I play there for my team i play for but no those fucking chavs won't accept you unless your part of there gang. Anyway I just walked away form the defending and went wing and so we had one useless winger and one decent bionic speed winger (lol bionic). So I get planned at and what do I do a few minutes later. I assit the goal, so have that. But no they didn't stop complaining. Oh and Im begining to hate GCSE PE because anything I do I get complained at and im really good at it. I make one mistake and I get shit. They make loads of mistakes and they dont get shit. Yer anway I dont know what to do about ' the girl nextdoor' (name I just made up for the girl I like) yer people have been saying just leave it to see what happens, but what happens if nothing happens and she was like wait for me to do something. God, im confused.

What to Do?
Simon

I'll take you home if you don't leave me at the front door?!?!?

Sorry for thee random title, but I couldn't think of anything that would go with my day. So I have been listening to Shake it- Metro Station. Anyway all I did today was go on the Xbox 360, Mostly Fifa 09 till Jackjack came round and we played on Rockband and Fifa street 3. Yer, I saw K today she was going to her uncle's. So we talked a bit and about the party. That was about it today lol.

See ya
Simon

No title today

Yer can't really think of a title for today's blog. Yer played a bit of rough football. Got on the football for 20 minutes and didnt score because I couldn't get round a twat who had to thump me in the chest to keep me back and also the ref wouldn't come out of the centre circle. So we lost 4-0. I really wish I could play a full match. Yer so my day hasn't been perfect or good or not bad. Its been quite bad and things don't set to get better. If my sister keeps nosing in on what happened at the party, so im just preparing to get hit.Lol.


Anyway see ya
Simon

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Confuzled ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Yer im really confuzled and not becasue of anyone ,but a group of things that have happened.
So im really confused about going to 6th form next year because it looks like I wont get the grades for some subjects and also a load of other shit. So im actually of thinking of going up to Newcastle where some of my family live. So, I was thinking I could go up there get a job, help out my family and watch some Newcastle United play football at St James Park. Yer my mum doesn't know of this plan, but when I finish my GCSE's she has no power over me. So I will leave if its still shit and its no ones fault. Its a collecting of problems I have and I'm dealing with them, by plaining ahead. So, please don't give me hassle about this idea, You never know things might get better. But this is just kind of back up plan. Just in case. Oh and Strawberry stop saying sorry and your not a whore.

Well theres my back up plan lol
Simon

ARGH!!!

Why wont the majority people just listen to me.
Why wont they just allow me to do what I want.
Why cant they be supportive of my decision even when they are the wrong ones.

And if anyone is thinking there is anything between me and K, there isn't because we are just freinds now and thats the final decision and im not going back on it.

Oh and Dadgey, Messi is 1000000 times the player than that fat brazilain Ronaldo!!!!

16th birthday party!!!!!

Yep I am official 16 years old. Does it feel the same, better or worse? I would go with the 3rd optition for me as this blog will explain. I mean the party was great except for a couple of things. First of all we had a few chavs try and jump in the party but then decide to do the twat optiton and smack down the wooden boards that are currently, one door window. So had a few people help with putting that back up. Secondly I blacked out and found me in my room with K. Me and her kissing and then Couchy and Ricky Hatton (Nickname for a mate) walk in and start having a go at both of us. So ,I think I left the room cause the next thing I know is I blacked out again and I was on the drive in the dark, then someone comes along and asks if Iam ok. So I just answer the unture answer and say im fine. Then next thing bang blacked out again and I turn up in the kitchen seeing Strawberry and Couchy dancing. So get my rentless out pour a bit into a cup and add some vodka . After wards ppl started going home, so I had to sort out where everyone was sleeping. Kk here comes the third thing after sorting out everyone me and 'this girl' start making out and didn't stop till like 4:30 in the morning. Then when I wake and everyone goes downstairs and I talk to this girl. She asks me not to tell anyone so I havent I just writing it in a blog that I doubt anyone will read. But she tells me that me and her cant go out because K still has feelings for me, But hang on havent me and K sorted this out ages ago when she said she just wanted to be my friend. Yep I have joined a freaking circle where it goes from me+K to me+a girl and back round.ARGH!!! I hate this, See I have had the most absoult shittest months.... no, year of my life. People say 'awww but things have to get better', but for me nothing is getting better everything is going shitter, every single month gets worse than the last one. Its just so annoying, why me?

ARGH!!! Thats all
Simon

Late Blog!!! (Party time)

Yer this is a late blog cause it is 2:15 in the morning on Wednesday 18th February. That means its my birthday. wooooo!!!! Official 16. So let me be the first one to say happy birthday to the birthday boy because everyone always beats me to saying happy birthday to them( mainly there family lol). Happy 16th Birthday Simon!!! Ha beat you all this time tehe. Anyway I will be waking up in about 6 hours and start cleaning up the house to get it ready for the party. Then My sis and her bf are going to get the drinks and I need to ask them to get two rentless and some ballons for Satnav. Hmmmm and I have to have a bath and spray my hair. Yep thats it for today. So yesterday I was going to take adavntage of my month free live membership on my Xbox 360, But Jackjack came round and asked if I wanted to play football. So I did with my new boots that are now covered in mud lol. Anyway good football match and then got home played a bit of Rockband and Fifa 09 on live with Jackjack.

Thats it
Simon
P.S Yay 16 wooooo!!!!
P.S-2 Feels the same as 15 ,oh well thats life.

New Football boots!!!!

Yer so today I went into town and got my new football boots, Football and the blue hairspray. God that blue hairspray is hard to find, I have to been to loads of places to just find it. Oh well. Yer football training was cancel, stupid all weather astro. Anyway played a bit of Fifa 09 and then being on the lappy top most of the time. Lol Started a fight on dadgey about who is better Leo Messi Or the Fat brazilain Ronaldo. No competition, Messi all the way.

My New Boots =]

Well thats it folks

Simon

P.S I sound like the pig off the warner brothers cartoon lol

Need to get sorted?!?!?

Yer, Really need to get ready for this party lol. Oh well I get paid tomorrow woooo!!!! Anyway today was completely uneventful, so all I did was go round my cus and play guitar hero world tour. Then got back and found out something XD.

Thats it
Simon

Valentines Day!!!! woooo not lol

Anyway yer it was Valentines day today and per usual I wasnt with anyone. So I went to Football Training and are football pitch was still in snow,which made everything harder ,butwas comical. Then We went back to the club and had some Sheperds pie and then decided about are new kit, Woooo. Yes I finally got My number. Number 10, yep thats my number now. So I will follow in such steps as Messi, Owen, Robinho, Rooney, Sneijder, J.Cole, Adriano, Aguero and Loads more. Im now thinking 'crap how the hell iam i going to do that'. Oh well I will just 2000000000% harder, If I can find that energy. Well after that Me and Jackjack played a bit of Rockband, Which I can play some songs on bass on expert. XD. Thats it

Hope u had a fun Valentines Day
Simon
P.S I know a secret tehe

Supermum!!!! Tehe

Well as you might see I have changed my page a bit. Hmmm what to talk about. Everyone I know seems really angry, annoyed or upset. The reason for this fuck knows, proable me lol. Yer watching England play Spain. What the hell was David James thinking coming off his line, god idiot, gives Villa a bigger target and you should never do that as I learned on FIFA 09. Yer soon be Holiday and then my Birthday. ARGH!!! reason for that ARGH!!! is that I have hardly anything ready and SUPERMUM thinks we can do it all next week. Thats when I know she is going to become lazy. Oh well I will just have to superspeed every job and bug mum at every point. Got that covered. Anyway some people are trying to invite themselves to MY party, So we will see if they can make it past the door with Me standing in the way with a baseball bat. Oh well seems like it going to be a good party, hope no one nicks my bed at the end. I will just have to chuck them out of it or lay on top of them. Well thats it.

Simon
P.S I used too many wells in this blog lol

Untitled because Iam like that!!!

Yes, I know I haven't written a blog for two days, Since that very random blog about cheese that Strawberry asked me to write because she owned me for the day. Anyway what did I do today. Well at 13:00 I went to Strawberry's house to watch a load of movies with Mr.Energizer and we watched Charlie's Angels:Full throttle. What fun. Then we watched a bit of Shrek 2, what was fun. Yer played a bit of guitar hero 3 and thats about it. I dont even know why I started writing this... Oh well something to do.

Thats all lol
Simon

Strawberry asked me to write this so here goes!!!

Cheese is a food made from milk, usually the milk of cows, buffalo, goats, or sheep, by coagulation.

Blue Cheese-It is a white cheese with blue veins and sometimes crumbly interior. This cheese usually has tangy, piquant, spicy and peppery flavor. Use in salad dressings with cream cheese for spreads. I love eating this with my fingers. Slippy...mmmmm.

Brie is the best known French cheese and has a nickname "The Queen of Cheeses". Several hundred years ago, Brie was one of the tributes which had to be paid to the French kings. In France, Brie is very different from the cheese exported to the United States. "Real" French Brie is unstabilized and the flavor is complex when the surface turns slightly brown. When the cheese is still pure-white, it is not matured. If the cheese is cut before the maturing process is finished, it will never develop properly. Exported Brie, however, is stabilized and never matures. Stabilized Brie has a much longer shelf life and is not susceptible to bacteriological infections. Brie, one of the great dessert cheeses, comes as either a 1 or 2 kilogram wheel and is packed in a wooden box. In order to enjoy the taste fully, Brie must be served at room temperature. I like eating this with a straw. It really is a great milkshake. Remember
dont forget to be intermate with your cheese and also dont feel shy about expessing how you feel about it.

Cheeder cheese-The most widely purchased and eaten cheese in the world. Cheddar cheeses were originally made in England, however today they are manufactured in many countries all over the world. Fully cured Cheddar is a hard, natural cheese. It is shaped like a drum, 15 inches in diameter, with natural rind bound in cloth. Normally, the color of Cheddar ranges from white to pale yellow. Some Cheddars, however, have a color added, giving the cheese a yellow-orange color. Cheddar is always made from cow's milk and has a slightly crumbly texture if properly cured. If the cheese is too young, the texture is smooth. Cheddar gets a sharper taste the longer it matures. It is generally matured between 9 and 24 months. The important thing in purchasing Cheddar, is to consider the age of the cheese. Milk is heated to 86 degrees F and inoculated with a lactic starter culture. After an hour rennet is added. When the curd is firm, it is ground down to marble-sized bits which are heated to 100 degrees F. The whey is discarded and it is sliced into slabs. The curd is pressed overnight and stands for 4 days in a cool atmosphere. Unlike other well known cheeses, Cheddar's name is not protected so it has been used and abused by many producers around the world. I like to rub this cheese all over my body.

More snow!!!

Wooo more snow. First thing in the morning and I recieve text saying 'I own you today Haha x' from Strawberry. The reason for this is last night I decided that if it snowed (even a drop)Strawberry would own me for the day. Yer I lost the deal by a lot of snow drops. So first thing I did was today was go on my Facebook and sort everything out. After that I played a bit of Halo 3 on matchmaking and I wasn't actually bad considering I had a long break from it. Anyway after that I helped around the house and then went to a mate's house and we decided to walk up to a town near us ,but we didnt get there it took to long. Anyway played a bit of guitar hero world tour, I hate the new guitar hero controller. Yer thats about it. Except Strawberry didnt really do anything about that deal, I mean who would not take advantage of that. Strawberry if u read this you are in a silly billy!!!

Anyway im off to check if school has put up a notice for tommorrow!!!
Simon