Football and Exams

So yer the last time I wrote one of these was on the 22nd February. Anyway let's see if I can scatch my mind for what has happened over the past few weeks. Well loads of football matches with mixed results for the team I play for. I don't know what to do about that part of my life. Then at school before we broke up for the easter holidays, we were told when most of our exams are. So all I can think about is the one exam that happens to be the ever crucial PE exam which will basicially decide if I pass or not and I really dont want to settle for a E at As level but push myself for a B. The football season for my team is nearly over two games to go and teh rest of teh league have like 7 games left becuase of the bloody snow. So the next game is of absolute crucial importance to win as it looks like we could be relegated. If the teams below us get maxium points which is hopefully not possible. So we are playing on tuesday against the team placed fifth at the momment. Positive of the end of season is that I get a full game against the team who are fourth.

Anyway Im just gunna add some football videos on and then this is done.









Simon

Sir, I have lost my emotions

Another pretty random title for another one of my blogs. Ummmm yer it was my birthday party, It was good to see and meet a few people. It may not have gone the way I planned it, but Im come to live with that fact, that I cant make things go the way I won't. Still try to fight it though =P. Pictures of the party are on Facebook thanks to Eden. But yeah had around 50 people in my house, only like 35 stayed tho, so that was lucky xD because the majority stayed up all night and endured the next day by trying not to go to sleep. Ummm then on Saturday I watched yet another match where the defense fell apart and we lost 5-1. Then Sunday, the team went bowling where I did shockingly bad and then we had a meal which was really nice and cheap. Shame the pool table was bad.

Think thats it for now
Simon

17 forever

Ha! Gunna be 17 in a matter of hours! So yeah well excited. Having a party with load of friends, which shall be fun. But Mum is gunna be upstairs this time. Lol oh well just have a massive ass rave downstairs. Can't wait this is proble gunna be a short blog because of taht but oh well. xD So I havent been played at all since scoring that goal. On Saturday we are playing again where Im proble gunna be on the sidelines yet again. Then on sunday Im bowling with the team and having a meal should be good and Witcher is not going. But suppose that is it. If you are reading this because its gunna be my birthday, can I request taht you leave a comment please O.O It can be random as you want (Y)

Byesss
Simon

Super-Sub No 10 =P

Okies my title shall be shortly explained. But first if you haven't watched The Hangover, watch it! Yes on to last weekends match. So we won 6-1, I only got 5 minutes on the pitch, But I did score within 2 minutes. Oh yeah! Still disappointed about the short amount of time, but the goal felt good. To be fair I did leave it a bit late but it just made the goal better i.e. the fact that I didn't smack it at the goalkeeper, But nicely curved it around him into the exact middle of the net, So that it could neatly roll down to the ground then I have to choose my celebration: Adebayor style celebration, somersault(Yes I can do them but my landing is pretty bad) or anything else than what I had to go and do. Nope you have not guessed it. Run from there 16 yard box to our 16 yard box. One comment from my teammate made me laugh as I was sprint was 'Where the fuck is he going!'. Why the hell did I do that, I must have thought becuase I only ahve 5 minutes I could do with a good run. I found out that 5 minutes of football does not tire me at all. Nor does 10 or 15 minutes, so play me more! I want to be played and I can play. Though Andy is not here this weekends football match and I want to be played upfront again and it would be the best opportuntie ever. But after all that the plan is still in action for my football. Anyway that was all on Saturday and from that day on its mostly been about Art as I had to work from 9 in the morning on Sunday till 5 in the morning on a Monday. So when I went into school I was falling asleep everywhere, But I got my art work up from a D to a C+ and now sir thinks I could go for a B. But yeah i have no idea what to right next so I is off.
Cya latersss
Simon

Who says your gunna be there for me

Damm the song Im listening to now is making me have a little Rave inside my head. I shall post it up along with this post. Anyway what has been happen my side of world(i.e. my raving bubble) Well on Saturday I 'watched' another game for my team, it was the first game back form the holiday and snow. I want to make an impact so deseperately, but this season I have only had like to 45 minute slots. Those weren't good ones as I was out of shape and not at the best of my level. Im not at teh best of my level now but I have improved from training and the gym. Just practicing football has helped alot, but its not the match that I need. Im beginning to become fed up with it, the thought is creeping up on me and is become more appealing by the minute. I need more game time or I can't improve my game. If not I might just have to quit( the thought). Of course, becuase of a few thoughts everything is just building up and up. Which feels like Im just gunna explode ARGH! I need to sort myself out soon. Also some people really wanna fuck off about my sexuality. Grrrr!
I ranted enough now.


Theres the song, now im off
Simon

Everytime I'm thinking of you, Don't wanna let go.

Just read my friend's post on love. Would like to say that he has been in love more than once and I know that for a fact =P . Anyway went into town on Saturday, bought some stuff and saw a load of friends and invited them to my Bday party. Then today I went to the gym then I went to football training, which was shit. Firstly because Steve would not pass the fucking ball when I was in a open or good postion WTF!?! and then Jack was been a twat yet again, why do I except him to have changed. I get him off the ball and get it away from him so he has to sweep for my leg while it is already up in the air. Then I score a goal that was before the red line, So Gay boy Jack has to say that it was past teh line when I clear got to it about a few inches before teh line and kick it in past Tom. But no, since Jack says that it was past the line It doesn't get counted. So I say that it wasn't past the line, which it wasn't. But therefore after he keeps going on about it being teh dickhead he is. I just can't be fucked with him anymore as all he does is pretend to be my friend and then when we get around a group of people he starts to be the biggest dickhead in the world. Just so annoyed about everything at the momment I got graded a D in my art which is good at As level but I really wanted at least a C. But Sir tells me that I can get a C and if I push my work I could get a B! =D Yer just extremely annoyed at myself for that one.

Anyway thats it
ByeByes
Simon

Trail and Error

I will explain the title in a bit. But first to explain my day. As I told you yesterday I had a Biology exam and it went pretty well. I answered every question that I could and tripled checked every question. But I proable won't get anything amzingly high. Anyway after the exam I had a bit of time off before my next lesson , which was ICT. So 14 minutes to spend in the common room, which revovled in asking people how they did in the exam. Everyone giving either 'Yer it was ok' or 'I did terrible' as a answer. Then off to ICT with Adam. Get into Ict and it turns out we dont have to do work, so I get a text off a mate, so I reply. Then I get Sara's new phone and play on her games for the rest of the lesson.Also I get loads of sticky notes stuck over me =O, Mr Thomas doesn't mind as he is a ace teacher (Y) After that I have a free till 7+8, so the boys come back to mine and we play on the xbox. Then we go back at 1:30 and just wait with mates till the bell goes for registeration and then we go register. After that are Biology teacher won't alow us to have that lesson off, which is super jank! After school I go straight into the gym, get changed into my gym kit and then go into the gym. After being there for 30 minutes, this guy comes up to me and Jake and says that we are doing this excerise wrong. So he shows us how to do some excerises to help us and then talks to us. Turns out that he took PE when he was younger, He was saying how in school it does'nt really work. As they are telling you the most popular way to do exercises. Which isn't always the right way to do things . He said that we would build most of are muscle through are hormones, as long as they are at the right levels in are body. Also he said that most of the things we do in life we can't believe just from our PE lessons. We have to learn from doing it ourselves or as he called it the Trail and Error way. So I'm gunna try and take all of what he said on.

Anyway as I said last time I would be doing my blog on a topic, but I had a interesting day in my standards so I had to write about it. So I was rattling my brain to think of what this topic should be and it took me till about 9ish to think of it. But the topic I have chossen is something that we hear everyday due to us just listening to it by choice or it being in a advert or a TV programme, it should be quite easy to guess. Im guuna do my blog on Music that I listen to and like.

Now everyone knows that I have a real random taste in music, but my favourite by far is rock. I dont mind which type of subgenre, I can listen to whatever it maybe. Whether its depressive or heavy or quite upbeat. But I shall give you some of my favourites of this genre.

This band is one of the most popular bands around today. Their genres are Pop Punk Alternative rock and Emo. They have one of the most recognisable frontman (girl) in the rock music industries. If you haven't guessed by now then you have to be a fool, Im talking about Paramore (Hayley Williams, Josh Farro, Taylor York, Jeremy Davis, Zac Farro). They have brought out incredible pieces of music since forming 2004. But I have to say that to pick my favourite from there pieces dwindled down to 2 of their songs. One coming from their newest album 'Brand New Eyes' and the other from their album 'All We Know Is Falling'. I made my decision that my favourite paramore song is My Heart. So here it is for you (Y).

Runner Up: Looking Up

Now one of my other favourite bands. Their genres of music are post-hardcore, alternative rock and alternative metal. Their leadman,rhythm guitarist and keyboardist is Charlie Simpson who teams up with Alex Westaway (lead guitar and vocalist), Dan Haigh (bassist) and Omar Abidi(Drummer). Together they make the British alternative rock band, Fightstar xD. I have to say I love their music from 'Paint you target' to 'Deathcar'. But neither of thos piece make it to the top 2 of what is my favourite. This was alot hard to decide and Im still wondering whether I have got it right. But the winner coming from their newest album (Be Human) is 'War Machine'.

Runner up: Flood (album:One Day Son, This Will All Be Yours)

My thrid and final band to show you before giving you random music that I like and listen to. Was a difficult choice to make I could have choose All Time Low and named their Song 'Remembering Sunday', or have choose YouMeAtSix as my final band or even Simple Plan. But it just came down to the fact that I have been listening more and more to these guys lately and especially their new album, which I would recommand to anyone. This band is called OneRepublic, now you might be think they are alright but I really like them as they seem to have something different to them like all the other bands I have named. But this thing just stands out when I listen to them. But I have ranted to long, my favourite song from OneRepublic is 'Marchin on'from their new album 'Waking up.

Now giving first place was hard enough, but thinking of the runner up was like putting a atom bomb in a non-explosive room. ButIm afraid it has to come from there new album again despite the attraction of 'Apoligize' and 'Stop and Stare'. But I finally decide that the runner up was 'Missing Persons 1 & 2'.

Now for my random music xD


This one is for a friend (even being more at one point), that has being there for me at all times.


That one is for a friend who sent me a their album and also he stood by me through my hardest times. He should know he is.


Again a friend who lent me the album so I could get it on my Ipod, he is my longest friend at my school. Being there forever. He should know who he is.


This is for the big man who introduced like everyone in chektenham to this song. (Y)


This is for that girl who has a exam tomorrow and shouldn't worry about it. As she will be fine. Good Luck!





Those two are for a person. They will know who they are. If they read this. =P

This of course has to be for all the people who got this up to number 1 instead of the X Factor Winner (Y)


Well we can't leave without giving myself a song can we =P So here is my song dedicated to myself. Oh and also another friend as we love this song (Y)


Thats all Guys&Girls
Simon
P.s-Check out Player2 on myspace, they are on my sidetab 'Links Galore'
P.s 2- Hope you enjoyed the blog and please comment. Oh and sorry for the people I left out But I thought the blog would already take up like hours to get through. Luvs ya!

Snow days, Party planning and revision.

Yer so the whole of UK has been covered in snow, which has made school not available for a number of days, but just in time for the exams. School has been open, now you may ask how much revision has Simon done??? Well you wil be impressed that he has done at least a days worth.But the rest of the time was spent in the gym or on the xbox, tho one day I did go into town. But yer all I have been doing is relaxing really before my exams. But tomorrow shall be my Biology exam tehn I have my General Studies Exam on the 18th January. Does anyone know what the general studies exam is on??? Yer but fr my next blog I have a plan I gunna do it on a topic taht has something to do with me. Something like my friends or my arwork etc

Anyway per usual I have sprinted out of things to write xD
Night Readers
Simon

This has got to be the good life, with or without me.

So around the UK, schools are being closed for days. We got off at 2:00ish, but I got my tutor to registar me early (Y). Then I went into the gym and stayed there for around 2 hours. Jake came in after a while, but kept going out to talk to Ryan. Who had to wait for his Dad to pick him up. After finishing off in gym we went back round Jake's, went outside and had a snowball fight, well what else are we gunna do with the snow except make a snowman. Then Ryan had to leave to go to get a lift off his Dad back home. So me and Jake went inside his house, played on the xbox till he had to have tea and I went back home. Then Jake comes round to stay the night, so we stay up all night playing on the xbox. I wish I had got some sleep to be honest. I was so sleepy in the morning and I nearly feel asleep in the bath. then I went for a snooze and woke up around 10ish, found out the Pulhams buses were not going into town. =( then the rest of the day I was on the computer and doing art work (Y). I was think where do I want to be right at the momment. I thought of every possibility of where I could go, then I started thinking about town so I thought thats where I want to be, but not today. It was at least 3 weeks ago, on a Monday. The momment that I would want to go to must have lasted at least 5 minutes, but It felt so good like a warmth had just enwrapped itself around me like a warm, cuddlely blanket. Its gunna be one of those momments that I cherish for all of my life. As its the best thing that has happened in ages its gunna drive me through everything including those stupid exams that I have next week. Anyway I haven't played football in ages so next week I just want this snow to disappear, so that I can play in are match. I just want to do the best I can do and learn as much as I can. Anyway I will be waiting for anothe rone of those momments to happen whereever, whenever and however it happens.

Anyway till next time that I write a blog. I hope you all have a good time.

Simon

Well she lives in the fairy tale

Its a few hours till the start of a new year. I don't know whether I should be celebrating this fact or depressed by that this year might be as dark, depressing as the last two years.So Im gunna write out what has happened over this year. Starting with January ( I will be using my blog to assit on remembering a few thngs) I want to make this blog nice and long. So here goes nothing:

January- I wrote 12 blogs in this month =O. That seems quite hard to do now a days =( . Ok, let's check the tiny list that I made to do in this year.

Finish my GCSE( Thats the obvious one)- Half done, as I failed my English

See K and my friends more.- I did do this,but after the summer it just droped.

Play more football to get my fitness up.- Yer I did do this quite a bit, but last few months its been hard to get to play for the ever expanding team.

Go to a concert, hopefully.(Which band I dont know)- Does Tim Minchin count??? If so I did it =)

Learn bass guitar- Per usual ever year I dont learn to play the bass guitar.

Go on holiday,outside of the UK (Most unlikely one)- Well I was right on saying it was the most unlikely one.

Read and write more.- This is one I deffiently did not do.

The month was a mixture of not getting played alot and offering a random guy while walking home fromm school a cookie as he looked rather down. But he didnt want it.It seems this month was mostly me celebrating a good month of me playing in a good form for football =/.

February- I can remember this month been good for me as I got my lovely lime green Nike Mercruial Vapours, Having a good party and my first full match. Which was cool, but we are playing the guys we played that month on teh second weekend of January. I want to play!!! There was snow =) and then there was my random blog about cheese as Sara had control of me for one day. On The 14th Febuary I wrote a blog about how I got the number 10 shirt for my football team and how I would follow in the steps of great names like Messi, Rooney and Sneijder. Well that was a fail. On teh 18th Febuary I wrote a blog and made sure that I was teh first person to say Happy Birthday to myself. Ok after my birthday I seem slightly annoyed at the fact that me and Bry can't go out because she said I still had feelings for Kirstie =/. After that I made the plan to go up to Newcastle, which never happened as I went to sixth form. I wish I had gone. Fottball goes bad near the end of the month, but I still keep on form. Then thers a bit about me worrying about what I should do about Bry. Turns out I shouldn't have waited.

March- This month had Red Nose Day in it. Which meant a bad perfomance from the school teccs on the music. I realised that I had 3 pairs of football boots. This month seems consumed by LOST. Hmmmm I need to find out when it begins again. The month was full of me and Tom being maniacs. =S Crazy Times!

April- Me and Bry talking about interesting random crap. Me writing about my family and what twats they are. I put some drawings up on the blog, I need to pput some more up. Tom's Bday I hope I did get him something. Ummm this was a short and unproductive month.

May- 15th was teh last day of compulsory education. Should have took my chance and have got out of school. Went on holiday to Cornwall and started going out with Sara =/. Barcelona should there european strength and beat Man U (Y). Not sure if this month was good or not. Proable Not.

June- Things start to go to shit again. I recieve Squad Player award for my team. This was also when we were off school, so with nothing better to do. We went into school to see are younger friends. We are idiots surely we had something better to do. Then there was teh Prom which was alright at the time, But now I just want to forget it. From this month on I wish I had a delete button to delete all of the memories. Because I wasted my time. But I can't so I have to live with it.

July- Had the sixth form induction days, got a job, quit my job and drank loads. I met Kameron in this month and had my haircut by him. Haven't really seen him since. Big mistakes were made in this month and if I had a chance again I would change them. Met a few new people and introduced them into my life.

August- This is when first I met Livi and from then on she has become a important part of my life. This is one of the things I would not delete form my memory if I could. Also I got my snakebites =D. But the rest of the month was full of depression and misery.

September- Arguements, misery and the thought of moving school enters my head. Thats it for this boring month excpet for seeing friends loads.

October- I only wrote one blog. Means something was proable wrong. Just looks like I was busy and this is the month I saw Tim Minchin. Another thing I wouldn't remove form my memories.

November- Cant remember much of this month, Just remember football and thats it. Nothing else seemed to matter then.

December- The penalty that I will never forget and will motivate me to do better. Christmas day was alright I suppose didnt really want anything for christmas. Then today , Im writing this blog with exactly 35 minutes till New Year Day.

New Year Resolution:
1. To stop drinking alcohol.

2.To sort my head out.

3.Plan what to do before doing it.


Well that shall be it for tonight and I bid you a good night and a Happy New Year.

Simon

=P

Thinking of how you are, not who you were.

I will write a catch up blog in this one, but I want to say a few things first. Well Rage Against the Machine- Kill in the name of is the UK number one, I have now started writing my blog titles in my phone when I think of them and that I have suddenly realised that my favourite day is New Year Day as:-
1. Its a new start for me. As long as no one gets in the way. As last new years was havoc and this year turned to havoc for me in a way.
2. I think its a great day to start new things or renew old things.
3.Its my Nana's Bday and 1 month and 17 days till mine xD

Catch up

Saturday- I will start here as I can't remeber much of Friday or Thursday. So this was the day of the Football team christmas party. Anyway It started out bad as Jack was being a dick. First all I do is queue up for the food ahead of him and the other boys and he keeps having a go at me from there on. Saying shit like 'Oh let's be generous, instead of Simon'. Dammm, I had the chance to punch him aswell as I kept patrinicing him and he got feed up and said ' Fine let's take this outside.' But all I did was chukle at that, which seemed to annoy him more. Anyway after he had stopped being an arse we got the secret santas and I got a BB Gun from a person I dont know. But they obviously dont know my age as it had a 18 age label on it. Then a few drinks, of course Dave has to try and buy a round of single JW'S and one double JW for Ross. But Fails and buys Doubles for everyone in on the round. Im never gunna have that again,I will have a single but not a double. Yuck! Anyway all the older lads reckon I was drunk because Aaron and Matt were pissed out of their heads, But I was more sober than them. Then near the end we danced to football songs(In a jumpy football circle). I reckon I have become more confident since being with them which is good. (Y)

Sunday- Was the day I went Xmas shooping with My step mum and Dad. Which was hell becuase my step mum always drives me mad. As she trys to get Dad to get me the cheapest Xmas present. But per usual I bet her this time it was £75 I got spent on me not as nearly as big as last time. But I have Batman: Arkham Asylum and Assasain's Creed 2 for my Xmas present (Y) Good Times! Anyway After that I left Dad and my step mum. Phew! To go see Livi and go shopping, which was alright as I got Mum and my sister presents. Then we saw the rest of the guys, got myslef a game too for £8. Woop! Then we saw Avater, which is overated but was good.My step mum didnt understand it even though it explained everything in the movie. That it for the day.

Monday- Went back into Town to see Sophie, Eden and Tom. But before then I had to be by myself walking around by myslef bumping into friends and going into shops to keep warm. Then they finally arrived and We went and watched St. Trinians 2, which is a film I recommend everyone stays away from as its. So bad that David Tenent could not save it from its fall. Then after the film finished, we went to the pick and mix store which was cool. But then we went to New Look and Sophie got her mum to come to New Look and get some shoes. Then they had to go and I had to go to my bus. Got back home and relaxed.

Tuesday- The day was unproductive and should not been written about. It was that unproductive and all I did was go to the gym.

Thats it
ByeBye
Simon

My penalty pain =(

Yer so I (missed) a penalty, technical it hit of the side bar and went out. This lead to the football team I play for to be knocked out of the tournement. Half my fault i.e Wayne could have won it for us but on the 5th penalty blasted it at the goalkeeper. Anyway that night I stayed up and watched every single penalty video I could and watched them twice to make sure I remembered everything. Mmmmm what else 10 days till christmas whoop! Well kind of I have to put up with my cousins brat 1 and brat 2. CBA!



=P
Simon

New Boots!?!?!

Yer I dont know whether to get new footie boots or not. I love my Lime Green Nike Vapours, But they are getting old now and I will still keep them but Im interested in either the Nike Superflys or the Adidas F50i Tunits. Both of which are expensive =S . That could be a problem and I also want them customized to my standards (Y). Anyway I have been in the gym and working out most of the time. Today I did about 1 hour straight on the weights and about 45 mins on aerobic exercises and legs. It was pretty wicked, felt really good for doing it =D. I need to do some Art work Lol damm me and my need to exercise now. I never thought I be like this when I was in the lower years. Things change. Mmmm well I have talked to a few people about my problem with my footie team, Only been played 3 times and not for that long. Some say move team, but where would I go. Others say be persistant and the rest say demand to be played more, I dont think that would be a good idea it might have the opposite effect. Also I need to speak to my parents about going to Football CV Academy, I don't think it is gunna go down well as it cost £16,000 per year! Also I dont really want to take a loan or a grant out incase I don't become a football player and instead become a coach or something and sepnd most of my life paying it off. But yeah that convo should be fun =P
Thats about it!
Simon
P.S- any donations would be appreciated or u could be my sponser as long as your rich lol

Everything is going wrong, But we're so happy.

Ummm Proable not the best lyrics to describe my mood but I like the song. Sorry for not writting a blog for a whole month whoever reads this. So what I have I been up to??? Your proable not thinking that, but I will inform you of what I have been up to. Well firstly mostly football, I have only been played for 45 minutes I think since I have been away from Blogger. There have been 4 matches and I have only been played once in the starting 11 as I was promised at the start of the season. I played so bad because I wasnt as confident as I was at the end of last season because of lack of play. Not Good (N). What else have I done. Ooooo My EMA came through so I have bought myself a new phone (Sony Ericsson W205), Xbox Gold Membership, FIFA 10, Gym membership and I think other stuff(food proable). I have recieved in this month A new top, Pink Skinny Jeans, Leg warms that I turned into Gloves, a band and a spa band. I went to a party last saturday, It was alright I suppose. Also I watching this thing called Code Geass, It wicked. Nearly finished it tho =(. Anyway the Gym is awesome, I feel like Im getting fitter everyday basicially and Im in a good mood when I get out of there. So all my problems dont worry me and pester me anymore because I take it out in the Gym and I feel like Im becoming more open =P.That might not be a good thing for some people but Its good for me as I get a lot more say in my life. I will repeat that for people who didnt understand the last bit "MY LIFE". There we go should be able to understand that as its in block captials too (Y) . So anyone wants to bitch about me or spread stupid little rumours bring it on becuase even when Im down I have found a way to still feel happy with everything and just block out what your saying about me. Yep thats right bitches I just invited you to say whatever you want about me =P Take your best shot. My mates that I have lost an kind of contact whether it be over stupid or a serious thing, sorry. But I like to say this my best mates are Ben, James, Adam and Tom. (The last one is a bit of a fool sometimes ;)) Sorry if your offended by that last bit about my best mates, but you/me might have just lost something we original had as friends.

Soo thats all, till next time =P .
Simon

If you can't be yourself then there is no point in life.

I know that I haven't wrote a blog in a while , but to be honest I have been lazy and not in the mode to write one. So I shall explain my week to you first then put a few other things in.
Monday - Well I can't actually remember much of this day. Except for it was a start to a good week. But I do remember two things, Hannah Eccles and D are going out and one of my mates told me he started weed over the weekend around the party. Why is everything started smoking weed, they don't smoke it straight either. They add tobacco to it, thats more unhealthy for you. I know Im being hypocritical, but I have stopped.

Tuesday - Not eventful day, But I remember being happy and content with myself. Played Fifa 10 against the lads and then back to school. Can't remember much else except for the Facebook convo with Charlie(Girl).

Wednesday - Art trip! Well the bus trip there was fin and the art in the tate modern interested me most especially stuff from Ann Lee. But it was talking to Charlie more that was good we just talked about random things and things we liked. Because it was the like the first time we had talked face to face even though we go to the same school lol. Anyway Art trip ended and taht was it for Wednesday.

Thursday - The Day of quickness and goodness remember a load of shit but its not important just lessons and a load of random chit chat. No footie training tho =(.

Friday - Quick school day but the Night was pretty much awesome as I beat Tom Kent on Fifa 10 and got to borrow it. (Y) Sweeeeeeet!

Saturday - Watched another football match that I should have been playing in. But I should be in the starting line up for Fintan Fc thats two weeks away so im going into town next week.

Additional notes: Preparing myself for next week. Tim Minchin tomorrow!!! So excited Yay!!
Thats its guys and girls
Simon
P.S Might be writing a new song (Y) =P

This year's most open heartbreak

Ummmm Let's think of how to put this. I'm thinking of going to a different 6th form, but I don't know which one and It might not be till next year anyway. But Anna said I should go to Bournesides one. Hmmm decisions to be made again lol. Ummm today went into cheltenham, Saw people (Y) and talked a lot. Saturday has been the best day of this week, yep this week has been shite. First Me and Sara argue, Toby gets involved, me and Sara decide not to be friends, next day Sara is all friendly :S (she is always doing that), then school was bad and boring. Friday was just the worst, because of that stupid enterprise day and Silas threatened to "merk me". First don't threaten me, second don't say merk or anyother stupid word if you mean beat up. It just makes you sound stupid and will make me laugh at you. Saturday was the only good day as I got to see Anna, Lucy (now she is random, I'm a coffee cup apparently lol , but I love it anyway), Foxy, Bendy ( who has dyed his hair black, looks good tho),Ruddi, Charlotte, Harry, Lizze( I like turtles!), Livi, Jasper, Paul, Big Chris, Van and load more. Was a good day of the week but tomorrow Im thinking of paint the bedroom as Im bored with it xD
Thats it
Simon

Yay I did finish my song!!!

Yep I did finish the rest of those lyrics. I don't know how to put it. Whether it is good or bad??? So Im gunna put it up here and then can you leave comments about it please and Its only the lyrics becuase I can't play a instrument but Im hoping it will go with a piano or guitar piece maybe. If its any good.
Well here goes nothing (Y)

Your Happy Ending- By Simon Iredale xD

Baby I'm you happy ending
but you haven't realised it.
Please say you have noticed me
because I have noticed you.
And you have been in my mind forever.

Just wish I had sometime with you
I'm always wanting you
Say we have a chance
I'm your happy ending

Always happy when I'm with you
Never felt like this before
Don't break my heart
It will break like glass

But you don't listen
Do you?
So I found someone new
I loved her as equally as much as you
Tho the decision was not made
between you and her

Those days between you and her
were the things you would fight for
As if you loved me
and so I choose you

This is what you wanted
for me to be yours again
To control me again
To be loved by me again
To use me again

But I still loved you
I'm still your happy ending
(For now)

Thats its
Copy rights go to Simon Iredale xD
Anyway please comment on what you think of it

And I shall now leave you with some good music.



Byessss
Simon

Baby I'm your happy ending, But you havent realised it yet.

Want to give a guess where those lyrics come from??? Well I bet you can't get them right because I did them Its only one line but hay its a start Lol. So Biology is boring and now shitty. Ict is just boring including people that I dont't really want in my class. The only thing I want to do is Art, its just something I can do and apply anything I wnat to it like my emotions, experiences and wishes. Its really one of the things I look foward to in school. The others are seeing some of my friends and the others is frees even though they dont give you much time to do anything. Can't take PE as the Pe teachers will turn me away as they are asses.
But hay I need to pass ICT and Biology, so I can continue to take Art and see my friends. Oh but I will have to continue to take Biology and ICT to continue taking Art :( Somethings come with a price and Im ready to pay that price to be happy. Hmmm I haven't been played in 4 matches out of 5 as I wasn't there for one. But still 4 of them. I have had 0 minutes on the pitch. But Im gunna get played tomorrow because I promised a mate. We would win and we will (Y) So its more than 100% to assist or score tomorrow. Can't wait for my EMA to come through (Y) but I did send the form off like yesterday , So I will have to wait and see if I get the ok for it :D .
Well I think thats it
Simon

You gave me one opportunity, I mucked it up. I got a second opportunity and I fucked that up. Do I deserve a third one???

Yer as you can proable tell depressive title means depressed Simon :( It sucks. I keep going back to those two momments. Foolish boy. Anyway I haven't been played in 4 matches that I have been to that 4 out of 5. Not happy with that :( Ummm I don't know what to talk about and I dont want to moan. Shite I have nothing damm I wanted this to be a long blog. Oh well we cant have everything we want. Aty least I have learnt something =/.

Simon
P.s Please give me another opportunity and I want muck it up promise Xx shinyluv

If you took my beating heart, then you would have 2 beating hearts and I would have none =(

Well today has been godd till night per usual =( . It always goes like that. Meh. Well I have had a odd day but a good one so I guess it counts.
I can't really be asked to write a blog so I shall leave u with some lyrics.

Manage me, I'm a mess
Turn a page, I'm a book
Half unread

I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with, just because

I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough

Now I'm stuck in this fucking rut
Waiting on a second hand pick me up
And I'm over, getting older

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

Make believe that I impress
That every word
By design
Turns a head

I wanna feel reckless
wanna live it up, just because

I wanna feel weightless
Cause that would be enough

If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

This could be all I've waited for
(Waited, I've waited for)
And this could be everything
I don't wanna dream anymore

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonnna be my year
And I've been going crazy
I'm stuck in here

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year(it's gonna be my year)
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere(go nowhere)
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear(everything I fear)
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here

Simon
P.s depressed =( not good