Wednesday, 6 January 2010

This has got to be the good life, with or without me.

So around the UK, schools are being closed for days. We got off at 2:00ish, but I got my tutor to registar me early (Y). Then I went into the gym and stayed there for around 2 hours. Jake came in after a while, but kept going out to talk to Ryan. Who had to wait for his Dad to pick him up. After finishing off in gym we went back round Jake's, went outside and had a snowball fight, well what else are we gunna do with the snow except make a snowman. Then Ryan had to leave to go to get a lift off his Dad back home. So me and Jake went inside his house, played on the xbox till he had to have tea and I went back home. Then Jake comes round to stay the night, so we stay up all night playing on the xbox. I wish I had got some sleep to be honest. I was so sleepy in the morning and I nearly feel asleep in the bath. then I went for a snooze and woke up around 10ish, found out the Pulhams buses were not going into town. =( then the rest of the day I was on the computer and doing art work (Y). I was think where do I want to be right at the momment. I thought of every possibility of where I could go, then I started thinking about town so I thought thats where I want to be, but not today. It was at least 3 weeks ago, on a Monday. The momment that I would want to go to must have lasted at least 5 minutes, but It felt so good like a warmth had just enwrapped itself around me like a warm, cuddlely blanket. Its gunna be one of those momments that I cherish for all of my life. As its the best thing that has happened in ages its gunna drive me through everything including those stupid exams that I have next week. Anyway I haven't played football in ages so next week I just want this snow to disappear, so that I can play in are match. I just want to do the best I can do and learn as much as I can. Anyway I will be waiting for anothe rone of those momments to happen whereever, whenever and however it happens.

Anyway till next time that I write a blog. I hope you all have a good time.

Simon

Thursday, 31 December 2009

Well she lives in the fairy tale

Its a few hours till the start of a new year. I don't know whether I should be celebrating this fact or depressed by that this year might be as dark, depressing as the last two years.So Im gunna write out what has happened over this year. Starting with January ( I will be using my blog to assit on remembering a few thngs) I want to make this blog nice and long. So here goes nothing:

January- I wrote 12 blogs in this month =O. That seems quite hard to do now a days =( . Ok, let's check the tiny list that I made to do in this year.

Finish my GCSE( Thats the obvious one)- Half done, as I failed my English

See K and my friends more.- I did do this,but after the summer it just droped.

Play more football to get my fitness up.- Yer I did do this quite a bit, but last few months its been hard to get to play for the ever expanding team.

Go to a concert, hopefully.(Which band I dont know)- Does Tim Minchin count??? If so I did it =)

Learn bass guitar- Per usual ever year I dont learn to play the bass guitar.

Go on holiday,outside of the UK (Most unlikely one)- Well I was right on saying it was the most unlikely one.

Read and write more.- This is one I deffiently did not do.

The month was a mixture of not getting played alot and offering a random guy while walking home fromm school a cookie as he looked rather down. But he didnt want it.It seems this month was mostly me celebrating a good month of me playing in a good form for football =/.

February- I can remember this month been good for me as I got my lovely lime green Nike Mercruial Vapours, Having a good party and my first full match. Which was cool, but we are playing the guys we played that month on teh second weekend of January. I want to play!!! There was snow =) and then there was my random blog about cheese as Sara had control of me for one day. On The 14th Febuary I wrote a blog about how I got the number 10 shirt for my football team and how I would follow in the steps of great names like Messi, Rooney and Sneijder. Well that was a fail. On teh 18th Febuary I wrote a blog and made sure that I was teh first person to say Happy Birthday to myself. Ok after my birthday I seem slightly annoyed at the fact that me and Bry can't go out because she said I still had feelings for Kirstie =/. After that I made the plan to go up to Newcastle, which never happened as I went to sixth form. I wish I had gone. Fottball goes bad near the end of the month, but I still keep on form. Then thers a bit about me worrying about what I should do about Bry. Turns out I shouldn't have waited.

March- This month had Red Nose Day in it. Which meant a bad perfomance from the school teccs on the music. I realised that I had 3 pairs of football boots. This month seems consumed by LOST. Hmmmm I need to find out when it begins again. The month was full of me and Tom being maniacs. =S Crazy Times!

April- Me and Bry talking about interesting random crap. Me writing about my family and what twats they are. I put some drawings up on the blog, I need to pput some more up. Tom's Bday I hope I did get him something. Ummm this was a short and unproductive month.

May- 15th was teh last day of compulsory education. Should have took my chance and have got out of school. Went on holiday to Cornwall and started going out with Sara =/. Barcelona should there european strength and beat Man U (Y). Not sure if this month was good or not. Proable Not.

June- Things start to go to shit again. I recieve Squad Player award for my team. This was also when we were off school, so with nothing better to do. We went into school to see are younger friends. We are idiots surely we had something better to do. Then there was teh Prom which was alright at the time, But now I just want to forget it. From this month on I wish I had a delete button to delete all of the memories. Because I wasted my time. But I can't so I have to live with it.

July- Had the sixth form induction days, got a job, quit my job and drank loads. I met Kameron in this month and had my haircut by him. Haven't really seen him since. Big mistakes were made in this month and if I had a chance again I would change them. Met a few new people and introduced them into my life.

August- This is when first I met Livi and from then on she has become a important part of my life. This is one of the things I would not delete form my memory if I could. Also I got my snakebites =D. But the rest of the month was full of depression and misery.

September- Arguements, misery and the thought of moving school enters my head. Thats it for this boring month excpet for seeing friends loads.

October- I only wrote one blog. Means something was proable wrong. Just looks like I was busy and this is the month I saw Tim Minchin. Another thing I wouldn't remove form my memories.

November- Cant remember much of this month, Just remember football and thats it. Nothing else seemed to matter then.

December- The penalty that I will never forget and will motivate me to do better. Christmas day was alright I suppose didnt really want anything for christmas. Then today , Im writing this blog with exactly 35 minutes till New Year Day.

New Year Resolution:
1. To stop drinking alcohol.

2.To sort my head out.

3.Plan what to do before doing it.


Well that shall be it for tonight and I bid you a good night and a Happy New Year.

Simon

=P

Tuesday, 22 December 2009

Thinking of how you are, not who you were.

I will write a catch up blog in this one, but I want to say a few things first. Well Rage Against the Machine- Kill in the name of is the UK number one, I have now started writing my blog titles in my phone when I think of them and that I have suddenly realised that my favourite day is New Year Day as:-
1. Its a new start for me. As long as no one gets in the way. As last new years was havoc and this year turned to havoc for me in a way.
2. I think its a great day to start new things or renew old things.
3.Its my Nana's Bday and 1 month and 17 days till mine xD

Catch up

Saturday- I will start here as I can't remeber much of Friday or Thursday. So this was the day of the Football team christmas party. Anyway It started out bad as Jack was being a dick. First all I do is queue up for the food ahead of him and the other boys and he keeps having a go at me from there on. Saying shit like 'Oh let's be generous, instead of Simon'. Dammm, I had the chance to punch him aswell as I kept patrinicing him and he got feed up and said ' Fine let's take this outside.' But all I did was chukle at that, which seemed to annoy him more. Anyway after he had stopped being an arse we got the secret santas and I got a BB Gun from a person I dont know. But they obviously dont know my age as it had a 18 age label on it. Then a few drinks, of course Dave has to try and buy a round of single JW'S and one double JW for Ross. But Fails and buys Doubles for everyone in on the round. Im never gunna have that again,I will have a single but not a double. Yuck! Anyway all the older lads reckon I was drunk because Aaron and Matt were pissed out of their heads, But I was more sober than them. Then near the end we danced to football songs(In a jumpy football circle). I reckon I have become more confident since being with them which is good. (Y)

Sunday- Was the day I went Xmas shooping with My step mum and Dad. Which was hell becuase my step mum always drives me mad. As she trys to get Dad to get me the cheapest Xmas present. But per usual I bet her this time it was £75 I got spent on me not as nearly as big as last time. But I have Batman: Arkham Asylum and Assasain's Creed 2 for my Xmas present (Y) Good Times! Anyway After that I left Dad and my step mum. Phew! To go see Livi and go shopping, which was alright as I got Mum and my sister presents. Then we saw the rest of the guys, got myslef a game too for £8. Woop! Then we saw Avater, which is overated but was good.My step mum didnt understand it even though it explained everything in the movie. That it for the day.

Monday- Went back into Town to see Sophie, Eden and Tom. But before then I had to be by myself walking around by myslef bumping into friends and going into shops to keep warm. Then they finally arrived and We went and watched St. Trinians 2, which is a film I recommend everyone stays away from as its. So bad that David Tenent could not save it from its fall. Then after the film finished, we went to the pick and mix store which was cool. But then we went to New Look and Sophie got her mum to come to New Look and get some shoes. Then they had to go and I had to go to my bus. Got back home and relaxed.

Tuesday- The day was unproductive and should not been written about. It was that unproductive and all I did was go to the gym.

Thats it
ByeBye
Simon

Tuesday, 15 December 2009

My penalty pain =(

Yer so I (missed) a penalty, technical it hit of the side bar and went out. This lead to the football team I play for to be knocked out of the tournement. Half my fault i.e Wayne could have won it for us but on the 5th penalty blasted it at the goalkeeper. Anyway that night I stayed up and watched every single penalty video I could and watched them twice to make sure I remembered everything. Mmmmm what else 10 days till christmas whoop! Well kind of I have to put up with my cousins brat 1 and brat 2. CBA!



=P
Simon

Thursday, 26 November 2009

New Boots!?!?!

Yer I dont know whether to get new footie boots or not. I love my Lime Green Nike Vapours, But they are getting old now and I will still keep them but Im interested in either the Nike Superflys or the Adidas F50i Tunits. Both of which are expensive =S . That could be a problem and I also want them customized to my standards (Y). Anyway I have been in the gym and working out most of the time. Today I did about 1 hour straight on the weights and about 45 mins on aerobic exercises and legs. It was pretty wicked, felt really good for doing it =D. I need to do some Art work Lol damm me and my need to exercise now. I never thought I be like this when I was in the lower years. Things change. Mmmm well I have talked to a few people about my problem with my footie team, Only been played 3 times and not for that long. Some say move team, but where would I go. Others say be persistant and the rest say demand to be played more, I dont think that would be a good idea it might have the opposite effect. Also I need to speak to my parents about going to Football CV Academy, I don't think it is gunna go down well as it cost £16,000 per year! Also I dont really want to take a loan or a grant out incase I don't become a football player and instead become a coach or something and sepnd most of my life paying it off. But yeah that convo should be fun =P
Thats about it!
Simon
P.S- any donations would be appreciated or u could be my sponser as long as your rich lol

Tuesday, 17 November 2009

Everything is going wrong, But we're so happy.

Ummm Proable not the best lyrics to describe my mood but I like the song. Sorry for not writting a blog for a whole month whoever reads this. So what I have I been up to??? Your proable not thinking that, but I will inform you of what I have been up to. Well firstly mostly football, I have only been played for 45 minutes I think since I have been away from Blogger. There have been 4 matches and I have only been played once in the starting 11 as I was promised at the start of the season. I played so bad because I wasnt as confident as I was at the end of last season because of lack of play. Not Good (N). What else have I done. Ooooo My EMA came through so I have bought myself a new phone (Sony Ericsson W205), Xbox Gold Membership, FIFA 10, Gym membership and I think other stuff(food proable). I have recieved in this month A new top, Pink Skinny Jeans, Leg warms that I turned into Gloves, a band and a spa band. I went to a party last saturday, It was alright I suppose. Also I watching this thing called Code Geass, It wicked. Nearly finished it tho =(. Anyway the Gym is awesome, I feel like Im getting fitter everyday basicially and Im in a good mood when I get out of there. So all my problems dont worry me and pester me anymore because I take it out in the Gym and I feel like Im becoming more open =P.That might not be a good thing for some people but Its good for me as I get a lot more say in my life. I will repeat that for people who didnt understand the last bit "MY LIFE". There we go should be able to understand that as its in block captials too (Y) . So anyone wants to bitch about me or spread stupid little rumours bring it on becuase even when Im down I have found a way to still feel happy with everything and just block out what your saying about me. Yep thats right bitches I just invited you to say whatever you want about me =P Take your best shot. My mates that I have lost an kind of contact whether it be over stupid or a serious thing, sorry. But I like to say this my best mates are Ben, James, Adam and Tom. (The last one is a bit of a fool sometimes ;)) Sorry if your offended by that last bit about my best mates, but you/me might have just lost something we original had as friends.

Soo thats all, till next time =P .
Simon

Saturday, 17 October 2009

If you can't be yourself then there is no point in life.

I know that I haven't wrote a blog in a while , but to be honest I have been lazy and not in the mode to write one. So I shall explain my week to you first then put a few other things in.
Monday - Well I can't actually remember much of this day. Except for it was a start to a good week. But I do remember two things, Hannah Eccles and D are going out and one of my mates told me he started weed over the weekend around the party. Why is everything started smoking weed, they don't smoke it straight either. They add tobacco to it, thats more unhealthy for you. I know Im being hypocritical, but I have stopped.

Tuesday - Not eventful day, But I remember being happy and content with myself. Played Fifa 10 against the lads and then back to school. Can't remember much else except for the Facebook convo with Charlie(Girl).

Wednesday - Art trip! Well the bus trip there was fin and the art in the tate modern interested me most especially stuff from Ann Lee. But it was talking to Charlie more that was good we just talked about random things and things we liked. Because it was the like the first time we had talked face to face even though we go to the same school lol. Anyway Art trip ended and taht was it for Wednesday.

Thursday - The Day of quickness and goodness remember a load of shit but its not important just lessons and a load of random chit chat. No footie training tho =(.

Friday - Quick school day but the Night was pretty much awesome as I beat Tom Kent on Fifa 10 and got to borrow it. (Y) Sweeeeeeet!

Saturday - Watched another football match that I should have been playing in. But I should be in the starting line up for Fintan Fc thats two weeks away so im going into town next week.

Additional notes: Preparing myself for next week. Tim Minchin tomorrow!!! So excited Yay!!
Thats its guys and girls
Simon
P.S Might be writing a new song (Y) =P