Who says your gunna be there for me

Damm the song Im listening to now is making me have a little Rave inside my head. I shall post it up along with this post. Anyway what has been happen my side of world(i.e. my raving bubble) Well on Saturday I 'watched' another game for my team, it was the first game back form the holiday and snow. I want to make an impact so deseperately, but this season I have only had like to 45 minute slots. Those weren't good ones as I was out of shape and not at the best of my level. Im not at teh best of my level now but I have improved from training and the gym. Just practicing football has helped alot, but its not the match that I need. Im beginning to become fed up with it, the thought is creeping up on me and is become more appealing by the minute. I need more game time or I can't improve my game. If not I might just have to quit( the thought). Of course, becuase of a few thoughts everything is just building up and up. Which feels like Im just gunna explode ARGH! I need to sort myself out soon. Also some people really wanna fuck off about my sexuality. Grrrr!
I ranted enough now.


Theres the song, now im off
Simon

Everytime I'm thinking of you, Don't wanna let go.

Just read my friend's post on love. Would like to say that he has been in love more than once and I know that for a fact =P . Anyway went into town on Saturday, bought some stuff and saw a load of friends and invited them to my Bday party. Then today I went to the gym then I went to football training, which was shit. Firstly because Steve would not pass the fucking ball when I was in a open or good postion WTF!?! and then Jack was been a twat yet again, why do I except him to have changed. I get him off the ball and get it away from him so he has to sweep for my leg while it is already up in the air. Then I score a goal that was before the red line, So Gay boy Jack has to say that it was past teh line when I clear got to it about a few inches before teh line and kick it in past Tom. But no, since Jack says that it was past the line It doesn't get counted. So I say that it wasn't past the line, which it wasn't. But therefore after he keeps going on about it being teh dickhead he is. I just can't be fucked with him anymore as all he does is pretend to be my friend and then when we get around a group of people he starts to be the biggest dickhead in the world. Just so annoyed about everything at the momment I got graded a D in my art which is good at As level but I really wanted at least a C. But Sir tells me that I can get a C and if I push my work I could get a B! =D Yer just extremely annoyed at myself for that one.

Anyway thats it
ByeByes
Simon

Trail and Error

I will explain the title in a bit. But first to explain my day. As I told you yesterday I had a Biology exam and it went pretty well. I answered every question that I could and tripled checked every question. But I proable won't get anything amzingly high. Anyway after the exam I had a bit of time off before my next lesson , which was ICT. So 14 minutes to spend in the common room, which revovled in asking people how they did in the exam. Everyone giving either 'Yer it was ok' or 'I did terrible' as a answer. Then off to ICT with Adam. Get into Ict and it turns out we dont have to do work, so I get a text off a mate, so I reply. Then I get Sara's new phone and play on her games for the rest of the lesson.Also I get loads of sticky notes stuck over me =O, Mr Thomas doesn't mind as he is a ace teacher (Y) After that I have a free till 7+8, so the boys come back to mine and we play on the xbox. Then we go back at 1:30 and just wait with mates till the bell goes for registeration and then we go register. After that are Biology teacher won't alow us to have that lesson off, which is super jank! After school I go straight into the gym, get changed into my gym kit and then go into the gym. After being there for 30 minutes, this guy comes up to me and Jake and says that we are doing this excerise wrong. So he shows us how to do some excerises to help us and then talks to us. Turns out that he took PE when he was younger, He was saying how in school it does'nt really work. As they are telling you the most popular way to do exercises. Which isn't always the right way to do things . He said that we would build most of are muscle through are hormones, as long as they are at the right levels in are body. Also he said that most of the things we do in life we can't believe just from our PE lessons. We have to learn from doing it ourselves or as he called it the Trail and Error way. So I'm gunna try and take all of what he said on.

Anyway as I said last time I would be doing my blog on a topic, but I had a interesting day in my standards so I had to write about it. So I was rattling my brain to think of what this topic should be and it took me till about 9ish to think of it. But the topic I have chossen is something that we hear everyday due to us just listening to it by choice or it being in a advert or a TV programme, it should be quite easy to guess. Im guuna do my blog on Music that I listen to and like.

Now everyone knows that I have a real random taste in music, but my favourite by far is rock. I dont mind which type of subgenre, I can listen to whatever it maybe. Whether its depressive or heavy or quite upbeat. But I shall give you some of my favourites of this genre.

This band is one of the most popular bands around today. Their genres are Pop Punk Alternative rock and Emo. They have one of the most recognisable frontman (girl) in the rock music industries. If you haven't guessed by now then you have to be a fool, Im talking about Paramore (Hayley Williams, Josh Farro, Taylor York, Jeremy Davis, Zac Farro). They have brought out incredible pieces of music since forming 2004. But I have to say that to pick my favourite from there pieces dwindled down to 2 of their songs. One coming from their newest album 'Brand New Eyes' and the other from their album 'All We Know Is Falling'. I made my decision that my favourite paramore song is My Heart. So here it is for you (Y).

Runner Up: Looking Up

Now one of my other favourite bands. Their genres of music are post-hardcore, alternative rock and alternative metal. Their leadman,rhythm guitarist and keyboardist is Charlie Simpson who teams up with Alex Westaway (lead guitar and vocalist), Dan Haigh (bassist) and Omar Abidi(Drummer). Together they make the British alternative rock band, Fightstar xD. I have to say I love their music from 'Paint you target' to 'Deathcar'. But neither of thos piece make it to the top 2 of what is my favourite. This was alot hard to decide and Im still wondering whether I have got it right. But the winner coming from their newest album (Be Human) is 'War Machine'.

Runner up: Flood (album:One Day Son, This Will All Be Yours)

My thrid and final band to show you before giving you random music that I like and listen to. Was a difficult choice to make I could have choose All Time Low and named their Song 'Remembering Sunday', or have choose YouMeAtSix as my final band or even Simple Plan. But it just came down to the fact that I have been listening more and more to these guys lately and especially their new album, which I would recommand to anyone. This band is called OneRepublic, now you might be think they are alright but I really like them as they seem to have something different to them like all the other bands I have named. But this thing just stands out when I listen to them. But I have ranted to long, my favourite song from OneRepublic is 'Marchin on'from their new album 'Waking up.

Now giving first place was hard enough, but thinking of the runner up was like putting a atom bomb in a non-explosive room. ButIm afraid it has to come from there new album again despite the attraction of 'Apoligize' and 'Stop and Stare'. But I finally decide that the runner up was 'Missing Persons 1 & 2'.

Now for my random music xD


This one is for a friend (even being more at one point), that has being there for me at all times.


That one is for a friend who sent me a their album and also he stood by me through my hardest times. He should know he is.


Again a friend who lent me the album so I could get it on my Ipod, he is my longest friend at my school. Being there forever. He should know who he is.


This is for the big man who introduced like everyone in chektenham to this song. (Y)


This is for that girl who has a exam tomorrow and shouldn't worry about it. As she will be fine. Good Luck!





Those two are for a person. They will know who they are. If they read this. =P

This of course has to be for all the people who got this up to number 1 instead of the X Factor Winner (Y)


Well we can't leave without giving myself a song can we =P So here is my song dedicated to myself. Oh and also another friend as we love this song (Y)


Thats all Guys&Girls
Simon
P.s-Check out Player2 on myspace, they are on my sidetab 'Links Galore'
P.s 2- Hope you enjoyed the blog and please comment. Oh and sorry for the people I left out But I thought the blog would already take up like hours to get through. Luvs ya!

Snow days, Party planning and revision.

Yer so the whole of UK has been covered in snow, which has made school not available for a number of days, but just in time for the exams. School has been open, now you may ask how much revision has Simon done??? Well you wil be impressed that he has done at least a days worth.But the rest of the time was spent in the gym or on the xbox, tho one day I did go into town. But yer all I have been doing is relaxing really before my exams. But tomorrow shall be my Biology exam tehn I have my General Studies Exam on the 18th January. Does anyone know what the general studies exam is on??? Yer but fr my next blog I have a plan I gunna do it on a topic taht has something to do with me. Something like my friends or my arwork etc

Anyway per usual I have sprinted out of things to write xD
Night Readers
Simon

This has got to be the good life, with or without me.

So around the UK, schools are being closed for days. We got off at 2:00ish, but I got my tutor to registar me early (Y). Then I went into the gym and stayed there for around 2 hours. Jake came in after a while, but kept going out to talk to Ryan. Who had to wait for his Dad to pick him up. After finishing off in gym we went back round Jake's, went outside and had a snowball fight, well what else are we gunna do with the snow except make a snowman. Then Ryan had to leave to go to get a lift off his Dad back home. So me and Jake went inside his house, played on the xbox till he had to have tea and I went back home. Then Jake comes round to stay the night, so we stay up all night playing on the xbox. I wish I had got some sleep to be honest. I was so sleepy in the morning and I nearly feel asleep in the bath. then I went for a snooze and woke up around 10ish, found out the Pulhams buses were not going into town. =( then the rest of the day I was on the computer and doing art work (Y). I was think where do I want to be right at the momment. I thought of every possibility of where I could go, then I started thinking about town so I thought thats where I want to be, but not today. It was at least 3 weeks ago, on a Monday. The momment that I would want to go to must have lasted at least 5 minutes, but It felt so good like a warmth had just enwrapped itself around me like a warm, cuddlely blanket. Its gunna be one of those momments that I cherish for all of my life. As its the best thing that has happened in ages its gunna drive me through everything including those stupid exams that I have next week. Anyway I haven't played football in ages so next week I just want this snow to disappear, so that I can play in are match. I just want to do the best I can do and learn as much as I can. Anyway I will be waiting for anothe rone of those momments to happen whereever, whenever and however it happens.

Anyway till next time that I write a blog. I hope you all have a good time.

Simon

Well she lives in the fairy tale

Its a few hours till the start of a new year. I don't know whether I should be celebrating this fact or depressed by that this year might be as dark, depressing as the last two years.So Im gunna write out what has happened over this year. Starting with January ( I will be using my blog to assit on remembering a few thngs) I want to make this blog nice and long. So here goes nothing:

January- I wrote 12 blogs in this month =O. That seems quite hard to do now a days =( . Ok, let's check the tiny list that I made to do in this year.

Finish my GCSE( Thats the obvious one)- Half done, as I failed my English

See K and my friends more.- I did do this,but after the summer it just droped.

Play more football to get my fitness up.- Yer I did do this quite a bit, but last few months its been hard to get to play for the ever expanding team.

Go to a concert, hopefully.(Which band I dont know)- Does Tim Minchin count??? If so I did it =)

Learn bass guitar- Per usual ever year I dont learn to play the bass guitar.

Go on holiday,outside of the UK (Most unlikely one)- Well I was right on saying it was the most unlikely one.

Read and write more.- This is one I deffiently did not do.

The month was a mixture of not getting played alot and offering a random guy while walking home fromm school a cookie as he looked rather down. But he didnt want it.It seems this month was mostly me celebrating a good month of me playing in a good form for football =/.

February- I can remember this month been good for me as I got my lovely lime green Nike Mercruial Vapours, Having a good party and my first full match. Which was cool, but we are playing the guys we played that month on teh second weekend of January. I want to play!!! There was snow =) and then there was my random blog about cheese as Sara had control of me for one day. On The 14th Febuary I wrote a blog about how I got the number 10 shirt for my football team and how I would follow in the steps of great names like Messi, Rooney and Sneijder. Well that was a fail. On teh 18th Febuary I wrote a blog and made sure that I was teh first person to say Happy Birthday to myself. Ok after my birthday I seem slightly annoyed at the fact that me and Bry can't go out because she said I still had feelings for Kirstie =/. After that I made the plan to go up to Newcastle, which never happened as I went to sixth form. I wish I had gone. Fottball goes bad near the end of the month, but I still keep on form. Then thers a bit about me worrying about what I should do about Bry. Turns out I shouldn't have waited.

March- This month had Red Nose Day in it. Which meant a bad perfomance from the school teccs on the music. I realised that I had 3 pairs of football boots. This month seems consumed by LOST. Hmmmm I need to find out when it begins again. The month was full of me and Tom being maniacs. =S Crazy Times!

April- Me and Bry talking about interesting random crap. Me writing about my family and what twats they are. I put some drawings up on the blog, I need to pput some more up. Tom's Bday I hope I did get him something. Ummm this was a short and unproductive month.

May- 15th was teh last day of compulsory education. Should have took my chance and have got out of school. Went on holiday to Cornwall and started going out with Sara =/. Barcelona should there european strength and beat Man U (Y). Not sure if this month was good or not. Proable Not.

June- Things start to go to shit again. I recieve Squad Player award for my team. This was also when we were off school, so with nothing better to do. We went into school to see are younger friends. We are idiots surely we had something better to do. Then there was teh Prom which was alright at the time, But now I just want to forget it. From this month on I wish I had a delete button to delete all of the memories. Because I wasted my time. But I can't so I have to live with it.

July- Had the sixth form induction days, got a job, quit my job and drank loads. I met Kameron in this month and had my haircut by him. Haven't really seen him since. Big mistakes were made in this month and if I had a chance again I would change them. Met a few new people and introduced them into my life.

August- This is when first I met Livi and from then on she has become a important part of my life. This is one of the things I would not delete form my memory if I could. Also I got my snakebites =D. But the rest of the month was full of depression and misery.

September- Arguements, misery and the thought of moving school enters my head. Thats it for this boring month excpet for seeing friends loads.

October- I only wrote one blog. Means something was proable wrong. Just looks like I was busy and this is the month I saw Tim Minchin. Another thing I wouldn't remove form my memories.

November- Cant remember much of this month, Just remember football and thats it. Nothing else seemed to matter then.

December- The penalty that I will never forget and will motivate me to do better. Christmas day was alright I suppose didnt really want anything for christmas. Then today , Im writing this blog with exactly 35 minutes till New Year Day.

New Year Resolution:
1. To stop drinking alcohol.

2.To sort my head out.

3.Plan what to do before doing it.


Well that shall be it for tonight and I bid you a good night and a Happy New Year.

Simon

=P

Thinking of how you are, not who you were.

I will write a catch up blog in this one, but I want to say a few things first. Well Rage Against the Machine- Kill in the name of is the UK number one, I have now started writing my blog titles in my phone when I think of them and that I have suddenly realised that my favourite day is New Year Day as:-
1. Its a new start for me. As long as no one gets in the way. As last new years was havoc and this year turned to havoc for me in a way.
2. I think its a great day to start new things or renew old things.
3.Its my Nana's Bday and 1 month and 17 days till mine xD

Catch up

Saturday- I will start here as I can't remeber much of Friday or Thursday. So this was the day of the Football team christmas party. Anyway It started out bad as Jack was being a dick. First all I do is queue up for the food ahead of him and the other boys and he keeps having a go at me from there on. Saying shit like 'Oh let's be generous, instead of Simon'. Dammm, I had the chance to punch him aswell as I kept patrinicing him and he got feed up and said ' Fine let's take this outside.' But all I did was chukle at that, which seemed to annoy him more. Anyway after he had stopped being an arse we got the secret santas and I got a BB Gun from a person I dont know. But they obviously dont know my age as it had a 18 age label on it. Then a few drinks, of course Dave has to try and buy a round of single JW'S and one double JW for Ross. But Fails and buys Doubles for everyone in on the round. Im never gunna have that again,I will have a single but not a double. Yuck! Anyway all the older lads reckon I was drunk because Aaron and Matt were pissed out of their heads, But I was more sober than them. Then near the end we danced to football songs(In a jumpy football circle). I reckon I have become more confident since being with them which is good. (Y)

Sunday- Was the day I went Xmas shooping with My step mum and Dad. Which was hell becuase my step mum always drives me mad. As she trys to get Dad to get me the cheapest Xmas present. But per usual I bet her this time it was £75 I got spent on me not as nearly as big as last time. But I have Batman: Arkham Asylum and Assasain's Creed 2 for my Xmas present (Y) Good Times! Anyway After that I left Dad and my step mum. Phew! To go see Livi and go shopping, which was alright as I got Mum and my sister presents. Then we saw the rest of the guys, got myslef a game too for £8. Woop! Then we saw Avater, which is overated but was good.My step mum didnt understand it even though it explained everything in the movie. That it for the day.

Monday- Went back into Town to see Sophie, Eden and Tom. But before then I had to be by myself walking around by myslef bumping into friends and going into shops to keep warm. Then they finally arrived and We went and watched St. Trinians 2, which is a film I recommend everyone stays away from as its. So bad that David Tenent could not save it from its fall. Then after the film finished, we went to the pick and mix store which was cool. But then we went to New Look and Sophie got her mum to come to New Look and get some shoes. Then they had to go and I had to go to my bus. Got back home and relaxed.

Tuesday- The day was unproductive and should not been written about. It was that unproductive and all I did was go to the gym.

Thats it
ByeBye
Simon