16th birthday party!!!!!

Yep I am official 16 years old. Does it feel the same, better or worse? I would go with the 3rd optition for me as this blog will explain. I mean the party was great except for a couple of things. First of all we had a few chavs try and jump in the party but then decide to do the twat optiton and smack down the wooden boards that are currently, one door window. So had a few people help with putting that back up. Secondly I blacked out and found me in my room with K. Me and her kissing and then Couchy and Ricky Hatton (Nickname for a mate) walk in and start having a go at both of us. So ,I think I left the room cause the next thing I know is I blacked out again and I was on the drive in the dark, then someone comes along and asks if Iam ok. So I just answer the unture answer and say im fine. Then next thing bang blacked out again and I turn up in the kitchen seeing Strawberry and Couchy dancing. So get my rentless out pour a bit into a cup and add some vodka . After wards ppl started going home, so I had to sort out where everyone was sleeping. Kk here comes the third thing after sorting out everyone me and 'this girl' start making out and didn't stop till like 4:30 in the morning. Then when I wake and everyone goes downstairs and I talk to this girl. She asks me not to tell anyone so I havent I just writing it in a blog that I doubt anyone will read. But she tells me that me and her cant go out because K still has feelings for me, But hang on havent me and K sorted this out ages ago when she said she just wanted to be my friend. Yep I have joined a freaking circle where it goes from me+K to me+a girl and back round.ARGH!!! I hate this, See I have had the most absoult shittest months.... no, year of my life. People say 'awww but things have to get better', but for me nothing is getting better everything is going shitter, every single month gets worse than the last one. Its just so annoying, why me?

ARGH!!! Thats all
Simon