You will be the death of me!!!

Yer, I will explain the title in a bit. Well before this weekend started I predicted that the weekend would be crap, guess what predictiton came true. =D Awwww I fucking hate myself for predicting stuff.So where to start better than at the good news. I won the squads player award (I didn't even know there was a award for that because all we voted for was the players player and the youngs player.... Must be the Wayne, Simon << Lol same name as me and Lynn's decision.) Well I got it for going to every match even when I knew I would have a slime chance of playing and supporting the team. Oh and some fantastic new Andy is marrying Donna, It was so cool. He scored a penalty, then ran over to her( After getting the ring off Lynn), proposed to her and she said Yes!

Ok now for the shit bit of the weekend I think I will start with tomorrow. Tomorrow, I have to do some carparking in the school field for Scouts :( and then Dad is not coming either. So I will be all alone, What great fun, just me and my lovely thoughts. Ok onto today, we lost 4-2 to Finton but hay its a friendly and we had a laugh especially a misplaced attempt for Jack to over head kick the ball and miss it. Hmmmmmm. Well this kind of links today and Friday together. I know, proable by now everyone is sick of hearing about Sara and me. What has it been now since it all started like 2 years or 1 and a half , lol, I lose track. Anway Bryony stayed round on Friday night and we watched Along came Polly while eating some Ice cream. Then Went online on msn and we talked to Chloe.(This part will tie in a I think) Anyway in the morning, I recive a call from Sara and she asked me the usual questions then asked 'Did Bryony stay round last night?' So I answer truthfully By saying 'Yes', what do I know, before I can get another word out. She hangs up on me.So after Bryony has gone (Oh she recieved a Pleasent text from Hayley... iff Hayley could ever be pleasent) I text her asking 'Hi u pissed bu(at) me' yes I did spell 'at' wrong stupid phone. She sends 'Why ever would I be?!'. She then sends 'Why Did You pick me , If i'm not what you want... X'. I send back 'Sorry, but she is my friend and u will have to accept that . Xx'. Then I get 'So that is it? You don't even care enough to fight for me...Xx'. I send 'Honestly, I thought u were the right choice... but if this is how ur going to act then we should rethink us. Xxx Sorry Xxx' -Yer proable not the best thing to send. Ok lets skip a few texts ' Well you obvs don't care do you. And tbh If you want bryony and not me I would rather know where I stand even if its not what I wanna hear. I d rather you go ahead and do what makes you happier cause whatever is going on is not making me happy. I mean... I dont wanna loose you, but everytime you talk about her it hurts me. And knowing she stayed at yours has just pushed me over theedge. Even if nothing did happen. .... The doubt will still drive me nuts xx' thats from her . First point, I love how this text proves that she doesnt trust me :S yer me. Ok then she goes on in this text to say that it hurts to hear about Bryony from me. Ehum I have had to deal with you and Toby and dont tell me you don't have any feelings for him anymore because I see it when He comes round after school. That sparkly when he is around comes into you. But never when I am around. So how do you think I feel everytime I see him. The last text I got from her was 'Ur a wanker!' at 23:22 why she said that , I don't know. I would love to know but I do have a valid point for not replying. Sherborne has shit signal on Orange so its not my fault. I wanted to to you, but when I log on I find out you haver changed your status on everything back to single. So you made that decision not me, So don't you dare blame me for anything. I was just trying to fix a friendship and you couldnt cope with that. Oh and thanks for forwarding every single text to Hayley not really the smart thing she showed everyone at work! Cheers for that. Oh and for the Chloe invovlement It I think she told Sara that Bryony stayed round.

Simon << Pointless
P.s Im kind of in a sucidial modd now thanks and you wouldn't care, only one would care.
don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Aerosmith- Don't want to miss a thing