Well she lives in the fairy tale

Its a few hours till the start of a new year. I don't know whether I should be celebrating this fact or depressed by that this year might be as dark, depressing as the last two years.So Im gunna write out what has happened over this year. Starting with January ( I will be using my blog to assit on remembering a few thngs) I want to make this blog nice and long. So here goes nothing:

January- I wrote 12 blogs in this month =O. That seems quite hard to do now a days =( . Ok, let's check the tiny list that I made to do in this year.

Finish my GCSE( Thats the obvious one)- Half done, as I failed my English

See K and my friends more.- I did do this,but after the summer it just droped.

Play more football to get my fitness up.- Yer I did do this quite a bit, but last few months its been hard to get to play for the ever expanding team.

Go to a concert, hopefully.(Which band I dont know)- Does Tim Minchin count??? If so I did it =)

Learn bass guitar- Per usual ever year I dont learn to play the bass guitar.

Go on holiday,outside of the UK (Most unlikely one)- Well I was right on saying it was the most unlikely one.

Read and write more.- This is one I deffiently did not do.

The month was a mixture of not getting played alot and offering a random guy while walking home fromm school a cookie as he looked rather down. But he didnt want it.It seems this month was mostly me celebrating a good month of me playing in a good form for football =/.

February- I can remember this month been good for me as I got my lovely lime green Nike Mercruial Vapours, Having a good party and my first full match. Which was cool, but we are playing the guys we played that month on teh second weekend of January. I want to play!!! There was snow =) and then there was my random blog about cheese as Sara had control of me for one day. On The 14th Febuary I wrote a blog about how I got the number 10 shirt for my football team and how I would follow in the steps of great names like Messi, Rooney and Sneijder. Well that was a fail. On teh 18th Febuary I wrote a blog and made sure that I was teh first person to say Happy Birthday to myself. Ok after my birthday I seem slightly annoyed at the fact that me and Bry can't go out because she said I still had feelings for Kirstie =/. After that I made the plan to go up to Newcastle, which never happened as I went to sixth form. I wish I had gone. Fottball goes bad near the end of the month, but I still keep on form. Then thers a bit about me worrying about what I should do about Bry. Turns out I shouldn't have waited.

March- This month had Red Nose Day in it. Which meant a bad perfomance from the school teccs on the music. I realised that I had 3 pairs of football boots. This month seems consumed by LOST. Hmmmm I need to find out when it begins again. The month was full of me and Tom being maniacs. =S Crazy Times!

April- Me and Bry talking about interesting random crap. Me writing about my family and what twats they are. I put some drawings up on the blog, I need to pput some more up. Tom's Bday I hope I did get him something. Ummm this was a short and unproductive month.

May- 15th was teh last day of compulsory education. Should have took my chance and have got out of school. Went on holiday to Cornwall and started going out with Sara =/. Barcelona should there european strength and beat Man U (Y). Not sure if this month was good or not. Proable Not.

June- Things start to go to shit again. I recieve Squad Player award for my team. This was also when we were off school, so with nothing better to do. We went into school to see are younger friends. We are idiots surely we had something better to do. Then there was teh Prom which was alright at the time, But now I just want to forget it. From this month on I wish I had a delete button to delete all of the memories. Because I wasted my time. But I can't so I have to live with it.

July- Had the sixth form induction days, got a job, quit my job and drank loads. I met Kameron in this month and had my haircut by him. Haven't really seen him since. Big mistakes were made in this month and if I had a chance again I would change them. Met a few new people and introduced them into my life.

August- This is when first I met Livi and from then on she has become a important part of my life. This is one of the things I would not delete form my memory if I could. Also I got my snakebites =D. But the rest of the month was full of depression and misery.

September- Arguements, misery and the thought of moving school enters my head. Thats it for this boring month excpet for seeing friends loads.

October- I only wrote one blog. Means something was proable wrong. Just looks like I was busy and this is the month I saw Tim Minchin. Another thing I wouldn't remove form my memories.

November- Cant remember much of this month, Just remember football and thats it. Nothing else seemed to matter then.

December- The penalty that I will never forget and will motivate me to do better. Christmas day was alright I suppose didnt really want anything for christmas. Then today , Im writing this blog with exactly 35 minutes till New Year Day.

New Year Resolution:
1. To stop drinking alcohol.

2.To sort my head out.

3.Plan what to do before doing it.


Well that shall be it for tonight and I bid you a good night and a Happy New Year.

Simon

=P