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Saturday, 6 June 2009
You will be the death of me!!!
Yer, I will explain the title in a bit. Well before this weekend started I predicted that the weekend would be crap, guess what predictiton came true. =D Awwww I fucking hate myself for predicting stuff.So where to start better than at the good news. I won the squads player award (I didn't even know there was a award for that because all we voted for was the players player and the youngs player.... Must be the Wayne, Simon << Lol same name as me and Lynn's decision.) Well I got it for going to every match even when I knew I would have a slime chance of playing and supporting the team. Oh and some fantastic new Andy is marrying Donna, It was so cool. He scored a penalty, then ran over to her( After getting the ring off Lynn), proposed to her and she said Yes!
Ok now for the shit bit of the weekend I think I will start with tomorrow. Tomorrow, I have to do some carparking in the school field for Scouts :( and then Dad is not coming either. So I will be all alone, What great fun, just me and my lovely thoughts. Ok onto today, we lost 4-2 to Finton but hay its a friendly and we had a laugh especially a misplaced attempt for Jack to over head kick the ball and miss it. Hmmmmmm. Well this kind of links today and Friday together. I know, proable by now everyone is sick of hearing about Sara and me. What has it been now since it all started like 2 years or 1 and a half , lol, I lose track. Anway Bryony stayed round on Friday night and we watched Along came Polly while eating some Ice cream. Then Went online on msn and we talked to Chloe.(This part will tie in a I think) Anyway in the morning, I recive a call from Sara and she asked me the usual questions then asked 'Did Bryony stay round last night?' So I answer truthfully By saying 'Yes', what do I know, before I can get another word out. She hangs up on me.So after Bryony has gone (Oh she recieved a Pleasent text from Hayley... iff Hayley could ever be pleasent) I text her asking 'Hi u pissed bu(at) me' yes I did spell 'at' wrong stupid phone. She sends 'Why ever would I be?!'. She then sends 'Why Did You pick me , If i'm not what you want... X'. I send back 'Sorry, but she is my friend and u will have to accept that . Xx'. Then I get 'So that is it? You don't even care enough to fight for me...Xx'. I send 'Honestly, I thought u were the right choice... but if this is how ur going to act then we should rethink us. Xxx Sorry Xxx' -Yer proable not the best thing to send. Ok lets skip a few texts ' Well you obvs don't care do you. And tbh If you want bryony and not me I would rather know where I stand even if its not what I wanna hear. I d rather you go ahead and do what makes you happier cause whatever is going on is not making me happy. I mean... I dont wanna loose you, but everytime you talk about her it hurts me. And knowing she stayed at yours has just pushed me over theedge. Even if nothing did happen. .... The doubt will still drive me nuts xx' thats from her . First point, I love how this text proves that she doesnt trust me :S yer me. Ok then she goes on in this text to say that it hurts to hear about Bryony from me. Ehum I have had to deal with you and Toby and dont tell me you don't have any feelings for him anymore because I see it when He comes round after school. That sparkly when he is around comes into you. But never when I am around. So how do you think I feel everytime I see him. The last text I got from her was 'Ur a wanker!' at 23:22 why she said that , I don't know. I would love to know but I do have a valid point for not replying. Sherborne has shit signal on Orange so its not my fault. I wanted to to you, but when I log on I find out you haver changed your status on everything back to single. So you made that decision not me, So don't you dare blame me for anything. I was just trying to fix a friendship and you couldnt cope with that. Oh and thanks for forwarding every single text to Hayley not really the smart thing she showed everyone at work! Cheers for that. Oh and for the Chloe invovlement It I think she told Sara that Bryony stayed round.
Simon << Pointless
P.s Im kind of in a sucidial modd now thanks and you wouldn't care, only one would care.
don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Aerosmith- Don't want to miss a thing
Ok now for the shit bit of the weekend I think I will start with tomorrow. Tomorrow, I have to do some carparking in the school field for Scouts :( and then Dad is not coming either. So I will be all alone, What great fun, just me and my lovely thoughts. Ok onto today, we lost 4-2 to Finton but hay its a friendly and we had a laugh especially a misplaced attempt for Jack to over head kick the ball and miss it. Hmmmmmm. Well this kind of links today and Friday together. I know, proable by now everyone is sick of hearing about Sara and me. What has it been now since it all started like 2 years or 1 and a half , lol, I lose track. Anway Bryony stayed round on Friday night and we watched Along came Polly while eating some Ice cream. Then Went online on msn and we talked to Chloe.(This part will tie in a I think) Anyway in the morning, I recive a call from Sara and she asked me the usual questions then asked 'Did Bryony stay round last night?' So I answer truthfully By saying 'Yes', what do I know, before I can get another word out. She hangs up on me.So after Bryony has gone (Oh she recieved a Pleasent text from Hayley... iff Hayley could ever be pleasent) I text her asking 'Hi u pissed bu(at) me' yes I did spell 'at' wrong stupid phone. She sends 'Why ever would I be?!'. She then sends 'Why Did You pick me , If i'm not what you want... X'. I send back 'Sorry, but she is my friend and u will have to accept that . Xx'. Then I get 'So that is it? You don't even care enough to fight for me...Xx'. I send 'Honestly, I thought u were the right choice... but if this is how ur going to act then we should rethink us. Xxx Sorry Xxx' -Yer proable not the best thing to send. Ok lets skip a few texts ' Well you obvs don't care do you. And tbh If you want bryony and not me I would rather know where I stand even if its not what I wanna hear. I d rather you go ahead and do what makes you happier cause whatever is going on is not making me happy. I mean... I dont wanna loose you, but everytime you talk about her it hurts me. And knowing she stayed at yours has just pushed me over theedge. Even if nothing did happen. .... The doubt will still drive me nuts xx' thats from her . First point, I love how this text proves that she doesnt trust me :S yer me. Ok then she goes on in this text to say that it hurts to hear about Bryony from me. Ehum I have had to deal with you and Toby and dont tell me you don't have any feelings for him anymore because I see it when He comes round after school. That sparkly when he is around comes into you. But never when I am around. So how do you think I feel everytime I see him. The last text I got from her was 'Ur a wanker!' at 23:22 why she said that , I don't know. I would love to know but I do have a valid point for not replying. Sherborne has shit signal on Orange so its not my fault. I wanted to to you, but when I log on I find out you haver changed your status on everything back to single. So you made that decision not me, So don't you dare blame me for anything. I was just trying to fix a friendship and you couldnt cope with that. Oh and thanks for forwarding every single text to Hayley not really the smart thing she showed everyone at work! Cheers for that. Oh and for the Chloe invovlement It I think she told Sara that Bryony stayed round.
Simon << Pointless
P.s Im kind of in a sucidial modd now thanks and you wouldn't care, only one would care.
don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Aerosmith- Don't want to miss a thing
Saturday, 30 May 2009
I'm a war machine, and now you'll never have to know.
Well I'm back and this day has been more eventful than being in Cornwall. On the way back Me and Bryony start texting each other just talking about things and we are kind of better now. So thats a good thing. Got to see Sara when she got off work today XD I missed her loads :( Anyway just basically hugged her and watched 2 movies with her. Was very nice I have to say. Urgh got a Maths exam on Monday and its in the morning!!!!!!! Anyway on holiday just basically did what my step-mum wanted. WOOP! BARCELONA WOOP! Yep they won the Champions League title making them the first Spainish club to win the triple which for them is the La liga title, Copa de Ray and the Champions league trophy. But now Messi has to be Worlds best player as he proved he was better than Ronaldo in that match and Samuel Eto'o should be in the top 3, He bloody derserves it, What a goal from him and also he won the La Liga top goalscorer and Messi won the Champions league top goalscorer. Holy trinity forever!!!! Anyway thats it.
Bye bye
Some of us will die alone.
Some of us will never reach the end of the road.
It isn't enough.
Some of us will never know the meaning of trust.
Some of us will feed off all the people who give.
It's never enough.
Fightstar- War Machine
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xxxxxxxxxx luv ya xxxxxxxxxx
Bye bye
Some of us will die alone.
Some of us will never reach the end of the road.
It isn't enough.
Some of us will never know the meaning of trust.
Some of us will feed off all the people who give.
It's never enough.
Fightstar- War Machine
XP
xxxxxxxxxx luv ya xxxxxxxxxx
Sunday, 24 May 2009
80th blog and am gojng on holiday. XD
Yep Im going on holiday to Cornwall for a week. In a way this is postive, I get out of the house for a whole week, first holiday of this year and I might see some old friends from Cornwall. Negative side of this holiday is I have to spend a whole week with my Dad and Step-Mum, I am away from Sara and this time I don't have my cousin or sister with me. Oh forgot to say if anyone doesn't know,but Im pretty sure everyone knows. Sara and me are going out XD. Had a brilliant day out yesterday with Sara, Saw and meet people I already knew and didn't know, Saw Alaric and Kirstie and got my tux. Hmmmmm dont know what to put now Ummmmmmmm
Nothing really to put except see you all when I get back.
Luv ya Sara xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Simon
Nothing really to put except see you all when I get back.
Luv ya Sara xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Simon
Friday, 15 May 2009
Last Day of Offical Compuslory educate!!!
Yer, well It was was the last day of school (Yr 11). It was good except for a few things but hay wat are you going to do about it. Well I should really talk about people I have know from 2004 to 2009.
Hmmm Tom, My little tutor buddy since like Yr 7 and well what can I say to a person who listens to everything I have to say and what questions I ask, Even if they don't make sence. You listen to every problem I have and tryed to help me with all of them (most of them you have completely helped me with.) Being a great buddy and why the fuck didnt I put this in your yearbook, I don't know. Wish you all the best and see you next year in tutor. I will be sitting next to you.
Ummmm Ryan, Maths and Pe was the greatest fun over the what is it now? I think 2 years I have know you, I have grown a lot of trust in you and tell you things that I couldn''t tell others and things I shouldn't tell anyone about =P I am going to miss are harlious jokes on Dobbs and other people with Ben in PE. Your a really good person and don't dout that ever. Can't really think of much else except wish you all the best and see you in 6th form.
James, Sometimes you think that you know everything thats happening to me and think you have my life sorted in one box. But it brings me laughes to hear you say the stuff you do think is going on in my life and hope that continous as it helps through the most difficult times. Your a brillant person to talk to in Science with are random chats. Hope everything goes your way because you have worked for it. Good Luck!
Sammy, Where would I be without you? Proable bored out off my mind in a mental house because I love are English chats even when you are angry,sad, over hyper or trying to Kill me. Advice to people who will know Sammy in the future, don't make her angry at you especially if you are a boy as she will hit you in the balls!!! Good luck with everything and see you around and in 6th form.
Kirstie, How to start this? We have been way too much together Lol but its being fun and you have been one of the girls in my Life I can trust with things even when I piss you off. Btw you worry way to much for exams or important things, just try to relax and everything will be ok. Because you are very clever and you really need to relise that. Oh and btw get freaking internet!!! Good luck!
Bryony, Only know you since the art trip. But stuff was bland then, Until my party wnkwink =P.
Going to miss you loads while you are at Rendcomb. But you better come down and see everyone. Oh and James is not my Wife. Good luck and stop worrying, everything is going to go finr for you. Luv ya loads little otaku girl xxxxxxx and I will miss you loads and wont forget you so stop being silly like that and You will be coming down mine even if I have to come up to Rendcomb to get you =P
Thats all I can think of no offence to any friends I have forgotten. You are all great friends and love you all to piece and thanks to all who have helped me through 2 hard years of my life so far.
Thats its except
Miss.Tattershil: "Why would Emma be a good defender in Hockey?"
-Pe GCSE class goes silence-
Ben: Because she has a horrible face!!!
Btw Ben if you didnt know Emma was in are PE class and how the fuck didnt everyone hear you say that!!!
Love you all xxxxxxxx But more Bryony than all of you =P
Simon
Hmmm Tom, My little tutor buddy since like Yr 7 and well what can I say to a person who listens to everything I have to say and what questions I ask, Even if they don't make sence. You listen to every problem I have and tryed to help me with all of them (most of them you have completely helped me with.) Being a great buddy and why the fuck didnt I put this in your yearbook, I don't know. Wish you all the best and see you next year in tutor. I will be sitting next to you.
Ummmm Ryan, Maths and Pe was the greatest fun over the what is it now? I think 2 years I have know you, I have grown a lot of trust in you and tell you things that I couldn''t tell others and things I shouldn't tell anyone about =P I am going to miss are harlious jokes on Dobbs and other people with Ben in PE. Your a really good person and don't dout that ever. Can't really think of much else except wish you all the best and see you in 6th form.
James, Sometimes you think that you know everything thats happening to me and think you have my life sorted in one box. But it brings me laughes to hear you say the stuff you do think is going on in my life and hope that continous as it helps through the most difficult times. Your a brillant person to talk to in Science with are random chats. Hope everything goes your way because you have worked for it. Good Luck!
Sammy, Where would I be without you? Proable bored out off my mind in a mental house because I love are English chats even when you are angry,sad, over hyper or trying to Kill me. Advice to people who will know Sammy in the future, don't make her angry at you especially if you are a boy as she will hit you in the balls!!! Good luck with everything and see you around and in 6th form.
Kirstie, How to start this? We have been way too much together Lol but its being fun and you have been one of the girls in my Life I can trust with things even when I piss you off. Btw you worry way to much for exams or important things, just try to relax and everything will be ok. Because you are very clever and you really need to relise that. Oh and btw get freaking internet!!! Good luck!
Bryony, Only know you since the art trip. But stuff was bland then, Until my party wnkwink =P.
Going to miss you loads while you are at Rendcomb. But you better come down and see everyone. Oh and James is not my Wife. Good luck and stop worrying, everything is going to go finr for you. Luv ya loads little otaku girl xxxxxxx and I will miss you loads and wont forget you so stop being silly like that and You will be coming down mine even if I have to come up to Rendcomb to get you =P
Thats all I can think of no offence to any friends I have forgotten. You are all great friends and love you all to piece and thanks to all who have helped me through 2 hard years of my life so far.
Thats its except
Miss.Tattershil: "Why would Emma be a good defender in Hockey?"
-Pe GCSE class goes silence-
Ben: Because she has a horrible face!!!
Btw Ben if you didnt know Emma was in are PE class and how the fuck didnt everyone hear you say that!!!
Love you all xxxxxxxx But more Bryony than all of you =P
Simon
Saturday, 9 May 2009
Argh!!!!
Well I had any alright day till everyone started having a go. Why don't u want a job? Why are u so lazy? Pfft. You need a job. Need to get a life. Twat. Spaker. YOUR LIKE YOUR DAD!!! Well guess what I dont give a FUCK What you think. I only care what one person thinks, So why dont you keep your opinions of me to yourself because if I hear anyone bitching about me or anything. The outcome is NOT going to be nice. Anyway Me and Sara ARE NOT friends anymore because she used me and she hurt me. I gave her chances but not anymore. If you are reading this Sara, which I hope you are I dont care anymore for you. You have lied to me, abused me as a friend, used my feellings for you to your advantage. Well their not there anymore, I have torn that part out of me. So leave me alone and dont't even talk to me. I am starting my life over again and hoping this chance works. What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger XP. Hmmmm need to get a tuxedo tomorrow. Lol random switch of subject. I just want these exams to come and get them done so I can go on holiday and see people out of school.
Thats all I can be fucked to write.
Simon
P.s-Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armor
Thats all I can be fucked to write.
Simon
P.s-Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armor
Friday, 1 May 2009
Hmmmmm!!! Write a blog Hay!
Well I have been told that I have been getting behind on them. But in reality I have. This is because I have had my art to finish and it took me hours on hours to finish , But I can now say I have happily done all of it. Woop! Woop! Anyway this week has been fine in ways and bad in others mainly people moaning at me, but they can moan all they want, but I am happy. Hmmmmmm football tommorow is the last match of the season, So I will be able to hang out with more of my friends. I have done a little revision and My exams are coming up soon! Hmmm I have ran out of thiongs to say!
Thats it
Simon
P.s- There u go Bryony XP
Thats it
Simon
P.s- There u go Bryony XP
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